I woke up successivo to Asad "Hey, lover." I whispered, gently nibbling on his earlobe "Hi, Nesha. That tickles." He giggled as I stopped as I got up and cooked some breakfast "No work today?" Asad asked as I chuckled "I wish. After work I'm gonna visit a friend of mine." I put his plate on the tavolo while I did the same. When I was done , I drove to the jail where Michael was and signed a paper to go in and talk to him. I walked in and there were inmates talking to there parents and loved ones. They were crying to them, begging, and pulling their hair out because of the point in there lives now "Hey Nesha." He hugged me as I did the same "Hi Michael. Lovely to see you." I looked into his eyes and the flame in my cuore started to burst into a full fuoco "So how are you?" Michael detto as I smiled "Great now that I got a job as a journalist for New York Times newspaper." "Wow that's nice. I'm sorry about what I detto on the phone." Michael admitted as I held his hand "That's okay Michael, I moved on." I detto as he smiled "Who's the lucky fish?" He laughed as I blushed "His name is Asad. A real sweetheart. We had sex." I detto as he looked at me with the eyes saying:Are te serious "I just wanted to let te know so te won't get any ideas." I detto "What kind of ideas?" Michael asked in a deep voice, looking at me with nasty thoughts as we laughed "Wow Michael. Still dirty in a funny way." "Yeah I know. But I have to be a good boy for the officers so I can get out of here early." Michael joked as I chuckled "So, when are te coming back?" "On your birthday. But in 1996." We were having a great conversation with each other and caught up on a lot of things. Even though Michael was in jail , he was the same loving, kind, and open hearted boy I used to know. It was like he never changed and no one could ever change him "I miss te a lot, Nesha." Michael looked into my eyes and my knees trembled. Oh God , how could he torture me like this? I still had something for him...Those farfalle fluttered again! I was open for him. Gesù why? "Oh." That was all I could spit out "Oh?" Michael worried as I quickly apologized "Sorry. I miss te too hubby-I mean Michael." He started to do that sexy thing with his bottom lip and raised his eyebrow "Hubby? Is there still something in te with me?" I looked at the floor and shamefully answered yes. Michael got up and left "Don't be ashamed. I jack myself off for you." He whispered as I giggled "Michael why?" I laughed as he laughed with me. He left as I went on my way to work.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and Amore me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I Amore them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do più than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy o boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back home and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. te called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the divano "Why do te have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his mela, apple as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making Amore to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do te torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My giorno was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right successivo to me then held me "I Amore you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated da Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I Amore te too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was baciare him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael o Asad? That was the domanda that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and Amore me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I Amore them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do più than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy o boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back home and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. te called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the divano "Why do te have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his mela, apple as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making Amore to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do te torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My giorno was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right successivo to me then held me "I Amore you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated da Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I Amore te too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was baciare him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael o Asad? That was the domanda that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon
IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF RYAN WHITE
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon
IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF RYAN WHITE
Girlfriend
I'm gonna tell your boyfriend (yeah)
Tell him (woo hoo)
Exactly what we're doin' (yeah)
Tell him what te do to me
Late at night when the wind is free
Girlfriend
I'm gonna mostra your boyfriend (yeah)
mostra him (woo hoo)
The letters I've been savin' (yeah)
mostra him how te feel inside
An' how Amore could not be denied (oh no)
We're gonna have to tell him
You'll only be a girlfriend of mine
Do-doot-do, etc.
Girlfriend
te better tell your boyfriend (yeah)
Tell him (woo hoo)
Exactly what we're doin' (yeah)
Tell him what he needs to know
o he may never let te go
Yeah we're gonna have to tell him
You'll only be a girlfriend of mine
Do-doot-do ...... ad lib to fade
I'm gonna tell your boyfriend (yeah)
Tell him (woo hoo)
Exactly what we're doin' (yeah)
Tell him what te do to me
Late at night when the wind is free
Girlfriend
I'm gonna mostra your boyfriend (yeah)
mostra him (woo hoo)
The letters I've been savin' (yeah)
mostra him how te feel inside
An' how Amore could not be denied (oh no)
We're gonna have to tell him
You'll only be a girlfriend of mine
Do-doot-do, etc.
Girlfriend
te better tell your boyfriend (yeah)
Tell him (woo hoo)
Exactly what we're doin' (yeah)
Tell him what he needs to know
o he may never let te go
Yeah we're gonna have to tell him
You'll only be a girlfriend of mine
Do-doot-do ...... ad lib to fade
All te gotta do is just walk away and pass me da
Don't acknowledge my smile when I try to say hello to you, yeah
And all te gotta do is not answer my calls when
I'm trying to get through
To keep me wondering why, when all I can do is sigh
I just wanna touch te
Chorus
I just wanna touch and baciare
And I wish that I could be with te tonight
te give me farfalle inside, inside and I
All I gotta say is that I must be dreaming, can't be real
You're not here with me, still I can feel te near me
I caress you, let te taste us, just so blissful listen
I would give te anything baby, just make my dreams come true
Oh baby te give me farfalle
Chorus x 2
If te would take my hand, baby I would mostra te
Guide te to the light babe
If te would be my love, baby I will Amore you, Amore te
'Till the end of time
Chorus x 3
Don't acknowledge my smile when I try to say hello to you, yeah
And all te gotta do is not answer my calls when
I'm trying to get through
To keep me wondering why, when all I can do is sigh
I just wanna touch te
Chorus
I just wanna touch and baciare
And I wish that I could be with te tonight
te give me farfalle inside, inside and I
All I gotta say is that I must be dreaming, can't be real
You're not here with me, still I can feel te near me
I caress you, let te taste us, just so blissful listen
I would give te anything baby, just make my dreams come true
Oh baby te give me farfalle
Chorus x 2
If te would take my hand, baby I would mostra te
Guide te to the light babe
If te would be my love, baby I will Amore you, Amore te
'Till the end of time
Chorus x 3
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh o cry
I don't know whether to live o die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that Amore won't wait
Now I've learned that Amore needs expression
But I learned too late
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my Amore for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh o cry
I don't know whether to live o die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that Amore won't wait
Now I've learned that Amore needs expression
But I learned too late
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my Amore for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
Looking out
Across the nighttime
The city winks a sleepless eye
Hear her voice
Shake my window
Sweet seducing sighs
Get me out
Into the nighttime
Four walls won't hold me
tonight
If this town
Is just an apple
Then let me take a bite
If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
Reaching out
To touch a stranger
Electric eyes are ev'rywhere
See that girl
She knows I'm watching
She likes the way I stare
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
I like lovin' this way
I like lovin' this way
(Instrumental section)
Looking out
Across the morning
Where the city's cuore begins
to beat
Reaching out
I touch her shoulder
I'm dreaming of the street
Repeat Chorus (Ad-lib/fade-out)
Across the nighttime
The city winks a sleepless eye
Hear her voice
Shake my window
Sweet seducing sighs
Get me out
Into the nighttime
Four walls won't hold me
tonight
If this town
Is just an apple
Then let me take a bite
If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
Reaching out
To touch a stranger
Electric eyes are ev'rywhere
See that girl
She knows I'm watching
She likes the way I stare
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
I like lovin' this way
I like lovin' this way
(Instrumental section)
Looking out
Across the morning
Where the city's cuore begins
to beat
Reaching out
I touch her shoulder
I'm dreaming of the street
Repeat Chorus (Ad-lib/fade-out)
Michael Jackson;
A great Mind,
There's only one of its Kind,
A great Heart,
Forever dear to us as he played his Part,
A voice like no Other,
His Musica much like a secret Lover,
His talent Unique,
No other could ever copy his Technique,
king of pop,
The titolo of respect; Musica Rocks
Him they Misunderstood,
But regardless,on his feet he stood,
Him they Misjudged,
But at heart, he was loved,
Michael Jackson we Love,
He was as Precious as a fragile dove,
Michael Jackson we Miss,
Blessed with him we were,
Michael Jackson a living legend,
Michael Jackson we will never forget
xx R.I.P michaell!
Amore youxxx
A great Mind,
There's only one of its Kind,
A great Heart,
Forever dear to us as he played his Part,
A voice like no Other,
His Musica much like a secret Lover,
His talent Unique,
No other could ever copy his Technique,
king of pop,
The titolo of respect; Musica Rocks
Him they Misunderstood,
But regardless,on his feet he stood,
Him they Misjudged,
But at heart, he was loved,
Michael Jackson we Love,
He was as Precious as a fragile dove,
Michael Jackson we Miss,
Blessed with him we were,
Michael Jackson a living legend,
Michael Jackson we will never forget
xx R.I.P michaell!
Amore youxxx