The giorno te died, Michael, everything stopped for me, as hard as I tried, I couldn't get te off my mind. The question, of course, is why? Why did I never feel one thing for te until that day? Why did te have such an effect on me? Why you? Of all the men in the world, why you? I Amore you. There's te answer: I Amore YOU. te are the one, the one I was put on this earth to be with. I know, of course, there are obstacles in the way of that: you're 37 years older than me, you're not alive anymore, & on superiore, in alto of it all, there's no possible way you'd ever feel the same about me. But I don't expect to be loved back the same, I only want to know that te don't hate me for my past actions, & that you're finally at peace with life & with yourself.
I know there were times in your life that weren't so easy to deal with, but they're all in the past. The past is gone & it can never come back again, sometimes that's a good thing. It really hurts me to see how hurt te were then, even if I never felt it then. Like when Lisa Marie filed for divorce. Seeing her break your cuore like that, it made me feel like punching her lights out, because I know how much te loved her. o when te were sued for child molestation, te were forever scarred da that, I'm sure. I wish I could've been beside you, to be your reminder that everything would be alright in the end.
te know, everyone worries about the way they look, but they know they'll do something to themselves & look beautiful afterwards. But at times, te never thought you'd be attractive no matter what te did. te hated your appearence so much, te even went so far as to call yourself an "ugly lizard"(or something like that, I don't know exactly how te detto it). I wish te hadn't detto that, you're not even close to unattractive let alone ugly. When I look at you, I see surpassing beauty. te are beautiful, Michael, please believe me! I know I'm not the only one who thinks so, I'll bet most of the people who read this articolo will agree with me. To be totally honest, sometimes when I look at you, your beauty makes me jealous.
If I could sum te up in just 3 words, beautiful would be the first, the secondo would be loving. te see so many celebritàs out there promoting causes for whatever, but most of them are only doing it to promote themselves. te did things like tht because it was the right thing to do, & te cared. te cared so much for the charity work you, the people te helped, etc. te have such a good heart, Michael; in fact it's where most of your beauty comes from. Your Amore for the planet, children, your family, your fans, etc. That in itself is pretty amazing. You've forever engraved yourself into the hearts of your family, friends, & fans, especially me. te touched me, & now I declare my Amore for you. My Amore for te is nothing butpure & genuine, for if I'm lying, may I be struck to my death & sent directly to hell.
Unlike most girls my age, I know what true Amore is: it's the eternal force that unites 2 people. It must be real o it's just infatuation. They must be willing to look past all obstacles & go to the ends of the earth for each other. I am willing to do that for you, Michael, because I know that if I can be as close to your cuore as te are to mine, than it's all worth it. Beautiful, loving, & the final word would be forever. Your love, your memory, te are forever. te made your mark on history, the world will never forget August 29, 1958, November 30, 1982, May 16, 1983, & most of all, June 25, 2009. It's truly as if you're still alive because you've got your fan on earth who'll work to sustain your memory forever.
te know, I still wonder, te used to think te were unloved, but then te had your kids & knew otherwise. If te never had your kids, would te still have died knowing te were loved? I don't know what your response would be to this, Michael, but I know if every single person in the world today who loves te died, the world would be a whole lot smaller. Even if all those people were against you, you'd still have one girl who'll always be true to you: ME. Fate brought me to te & now I'll never go back, I simply can't. I Amore te too much to abandon you, believe me. If te were Leggere this, te might think of me as a silly young girl who's either pitifully desperate, o certifiably insane, o even just plain stupid to think such thoughts, but I know te could never break my cuore lke that, you're too sweet:)
Michael, I'm your friend, I'm always on your side, I'll always Amore you, I'm waiting everyday, & praying every week for your entrance into heaven. Do te think if I was lying about anything I've written so far, that I'd spend an ora in church every week praying for you? Not that I'm making any accusations , I'm just saying. But like te detto "If te enter this world knowing you're loved, & te leave this world knowing the same, than everything in between can be dealt with." Now that I've fallen in Amore with you, I know now più than ever that I can get through anything, as long as I have te & God beside me. Michael, I wrote this letter to fully express my feelings for you, so I'll close it in summary: MICHAEL JACKSON, I WILL ALWAYS Amore te <3
