te get me so excited...*_*

It was another giorno without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What te want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do te want from me?" I moaned "I got something for te , babe." He detto as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did te get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in letto drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have te brought...

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He detto as he took his coltello and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here te go." He detto as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he detto that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd Amore me,no matter what I was,but he'd Amore me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the giorno throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I Amore MICHAEL,that...

The successivo giorno , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I detto "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How te doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he detto as I laughed "Are te coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He detto as we detto goodbye and hung up. I still felt farfalle in my stomach "I'm so in love." I detto to myself as my phone rang and...