This one is for you!

Night was coming quickly , so was Michael's dangerous side "Michael , are te done in the doccia yet?" I knocked the door. He's been in there for an ora "I'm right here." he chuckled as I looked confused "Then whose in the bathroom?" I asked as Isis answered "Me." I knew it. I went to the other bathroom and took a doccia and suddenly Michael was leaving "Hey , Nesha. I gotta go take care of some business. I'll be back okay?" I wrapped my body in a towel "Wait where te going?" I asked as he kissed my lips "Only God knows." He winked as I kissed him back. I let him go and started to think...

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my cuore that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down successivo to me on the bed. He asked "are te okay? I've never seen te cry so much before!" I detto "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...

a place of joy

michael build neverland to help him recapture his childhood and to be a kid an to forget about the issues that go on in the giorno with people and family neverland was a place to come to escape from work and other things that we do in life such as school and work and not enough fun neverland helped people realize how te can sometimes have fun and do work when needed it also was rides and unlimited caramelle to eat and arcade games to play till te get tierd of playing them te could go watch Film in the screening room and if te were sick te could lay in a hospital letto and watch...

Once Leana left michael sat in his dressing room when Berry walked in. "Hey Mike why so down?" Michael just shook his head. "Come on boy te can tell me what's wrong." Berry detto as he pulled up a chair and sat successivo to him. "I'm so confused." Michael placed his face in his hands. "Confused about what?" Berry asked. Michael took a deep breath. "Well not long fa maybe about a week o so i got a call from my ex fiance rose.....she detto she still has feelings for me and im not sure who i have feelings for.....i mean i Amore leana but....ugh im so confused." Michael protested. "Hey now no need...

*Nine più Months Later*



As I packed up all my things for my tour, I heard my phone go off. It was Michael. "Hi, Mikey!" "Hi, baby. Whatcha doing?" I held my cell phone between my ear and shoulder while I packed up the last few things. "I'm just getting ready to head to the airport so I can leave for my tour. What are te doing?" "To be honest, I'm almost home. I'll be landing in a little bit actually. I wanted to call te before te left and send te a picture of something. I thought te could have a recente picture of me to put on your phone like te did for me." I loved hearing his voice....

This is NOT to offend MJ o his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew te were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so te can mostra your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say te love, but it's hard to see
Cause when te in his arms, te know it rots in me
Who do te love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do te love???!!!
I know te wanna
If...

After Michael and I went swimming and then went inside and I gave him my "payment" that I owed and we each took a shower, I officially got dressed and remembered that today was my sister, Alleana's birthday. She has been waiting for this giorno forever because she is finally 21. I don't really like that her reason she has been waiting for this giorno is because she can now officially drink. While Michael was downstairs, I grabbed my cell phone and called Alleana so she wouldn't think I forgot. As I was waiting for Alleana to answer, Michael picked up the house phone and was talking with one of his...

One day,Michael and his wife,Janessa,were coming from the hospital with their newborn baby,Alexis(that's me!)."Michael..."said Janessa."Yes?"Michael said."Should we go to your parent's house and mostra them the new baby?" "I think that's a great idea."Michael said.He kissed Janessa.She kissed him back.

When they got there,Michael's brothers were there."Mike!"Jermaine detto hugging Michael and Janessa."Guys,We have a surprise for you."Michael detto as the rest of his family came downstairs."What's the surprise Michael?"Janet asked.Janessa and Michael smiled.There was a baby carrier in Michael's...

Somebody shakes when the wind blows
Somebody’s missing a friend, hold on
Somebody’s lacking a hero
And they have not a clue
When it’s all gonna end

Stories buried and untold
Someone is hiding the truth, hold on
When will this mystery unfold
And will the sun ever shine
In the blind man’s eyes when he cries

You can change the world (I can’t do it da myself, oh no)
You can touch the sky (It’s gonna take somebody’s help oh why)
You’re the chosen one (I’m gonna need some kind of sign)
If we all cry at the same time tonight

People laugh when they’re feeling sad
Someone is taking a life, hold...

"So why did te go to rock music?" Michael asked. I could tell he didn't want any silence. "I wanted to do rock Musica because I was so upset about the fact I was seperated from te and your family that I had to get my anger and pain and sorrow out somehow. I thought the only thing for me was to do what I do best. Make music. I guess my pain, sorrow and anger ended up being awesome rock Musica other than sad pop music." "Ah. I see. Well, now te don't have to do that anymore. We are together again! Right?" Michael looked at me with a face of hope. I'm guessing he wanted me to stop being Evanescence...

The Following Day
Michael had woken up first and saw that I was still asleep. Knowing that last night I wasn't feeling well, he let me sleep in. He went back to the studio to tell Frank about the short film. When I was asleep, I tried to fight off being sick, but it didn't really help much. Although, knowing that I was pregnant always cheered me up.
Almost 30 minuti had passed and I woke up to seeing a note da the bed, on the nightstand. I sat up and picked up the note and read it. It said:
Hey love,
I've gone out to see Frank about Smooth Criminal. Since te were sick last night, I didn't want...

She always takes it with a
Heart of stone
‘Cause all she does is
Throws it back to me
I’ve spent a lifetime
Looking for someone
Don’t try to understand me
Just simply do the
Things I say

Love is a feeling
Give it when I want it
‘Cause I’m on fire
Quench my desire
Give it when I want it
Talk to me woman
Give in to me
Give in to me

You always knew just how
To make me cry
And never did I ask you
Questions why
It seems te get your kicks
From hurting me
Don’t try to understand me
Because your words just
Aren’t enough

Love is a feeling
Quench my desire
Give it when I want it
Takin’ me higher
Love is a woman
I...