Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living da the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my amaro existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living da the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my amaro existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the Amore of your life died,
what would te do if they died a terrible death,
would te get revenge,
would te hate everyone,
would te become a murderer in return,
would te cry your life away,
o would te take your life away?
What would te do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would te do if they died terribly,
would te laugh because no tears will come,
would te cry until it is all over,
would te do the same,
would te run away,
o would te just throw it all away?
What would te do,
if te were hit da a car,
what would te do if te were dying,
would te feel sorry for yourself,
would te cry until the end,
would te remember everything te have ever done,
would te call your mom,
o would te hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would te do,
when everything ends for te o a friend?
What would te do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My cuore is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen da the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to ingoiare, inghiottire me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My cuore is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen da the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to ingoiare, inghiottire me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if cuore is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Amore that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if cuore is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with Amore that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew te for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
te always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
te always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
te just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew te would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
te and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
te ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never detto goodbye
I wish i could of detto goodbye
For te are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss te and te will never be forgotten
____________________________________________________
Only knew te for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
te always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
te always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
te just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew te would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
te and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
te ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never detto goodbye
I wish i could of detto goodbye
For te are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss te and te will never be forgotten