THE HEART IS SO EASILY BROKEN
P.s. The beginning in italics is a flashback .
************Bella's POV**********
He took a deep breath and stared, unseeingly, at the ground for a long moment. His mouth twisted the tiniest bit. When he finally looked up, his eyes were different, harder-like the liquid oro had Frozen solid.
"Bella, I dont want te to come with me."
He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.
There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
" You...dont...want me?"
I tried out the words, confused da the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No."
"Bella snap out of it." Janet was waving a hand infront of my face now, tring to get my attention.
"Lights are on but nobodies home." lilly snickered but shut up as soon as she heard the growl come from my throat, that'll teach her.
I've been with my coven for sixteen years now, and yes I am a vampire, this happened the night HE left me , Laurent found me wondering the forest on mt own after he left and found me too tempting but he didnt fully kill me, he detto to the exact words " It would be too much of a waste, te will be good to our world." then he left me there on my own, to suffer
I was on mt own for three years then I found Janet, she had only just been changed and was a blood thirsty new born, I helped her with the *vegeterian* diet that I learned from the Cullens -god it still hurts to think of them- me and Janet had been traveling for eight months when we found lilly, she was still human and had been beaten and thrown out on the strada, via da her partner,she was dieing so I took the risk of changing her, it was the most delicious thing I had ever tasted it was hard to stop but she made it.
They are now my family and they are all I need.
We are now in England, the perfect place for us, we can go out during the giorno because it is covered in nube, nuvola and rain most of the time. We are now in the forest hunting, it has been a while since we last ate.
"Bella, I dont want to freak te out o anything but I think we really have to go." Lilly's face was paniced as she looked over my head to something behind me, I sniffed the air to see if I could tell what had her so worried, it fondere, c'era un odore like vampire, I turned slowly and reretted it at once. There they were, right before my eyes, the family I once would of died for. The Cullens, all of them with a few extra's.
" Holy crap, its bella oh my god its really you." Emmett sounded surprized, finaly he was shocked da something.
"You dont need to sound so shocked Emmett, its kind of insulting." I replied in a monotone.
"Emmett why dont te introduce me to your friend here." a boy who looked maybe 17 with short cropped black hair piped up
"Im bella, a old friend of the family, I dont want to sound rude o anything, but what are te doing here." I stared at all of them in the eyes except for one, Im not that strong yet.
Carlise stepped inoltrare, avanti and detto " oh your not being rude dear bella, we're here to see our friends, the irish coven, and we thought we might stay here in England for a while but if its to any inconvinience to te we will find some where else." This took me da surprize, faire enough we knew each other but they didnt say goodbye to me when they left not evena "seeya wouldnt wanna be ya".
"No no we dont own this land, te can stay here if te want we dont mind." I blurted out with out thinking , I felt più than one pair of eyes boring in to me.
"Bella, I..." A velvet voice was calledto me, sending a shiver down my spine because it now meant I had to look at him.
"What Edward, what do te want me to say. Do te want me to be all happy,well newsflash te brokemy heart." I felt like I would be crying rught now if it wasnt impossible. I took a deep breath, turned to Janet and lilly and said
"Help the Cullen family with what ever they need, I have to go sort something out alone."
They both nodded then I took off running but I could still hear them.
"Hey she's fast,maybe she could take on te sometime Edward." Jasper teased Edward
"I must say immortality Suits her." Rosalie sighed
I tunned them out after that. I ran untill I was on the strada, via I wasl looking for, realization hit, before now I had no idea why I was coming here but it now dawned on me, what I was about to go and do will change my life forever, I had no choice I couldnt stop my self.
HELP
when Bella first meets Edward he is trying his best to stay away from her and Jacob is trying to get closer to her when Edward and Bella goes out and Edward leaves her Jacob finds her in the forest and takes her home to charlie then in eclipse Jacob tells Bella he loves her and kisses her witched cause Bella to punch, punzone him and she breaks her hand then calls Edward to take her to Carlise and in breaking dawn Jacob came to viste Bella as a gift but it goes bad and Sam Seth Embery toke Jacob home an then when Bella has Reneesme Jacob tries to kill Reneesme but instead imprinted on her and in Breaking Dawn part 2 Bella's a vampire and finds out Jacob imprinted witch mad her mad and let me just say that it was just funny
Stephenie at BDp2 premiere
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I sang this song in choir my sophomore anno maybe it will help te keep strong and have faith in Robsten
The Rose,
Some say Amore it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Amore it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Amore it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and te think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Amore becomes the rose the rose
The Rose,
Some say Amore it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Amore it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Amore it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and te think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Amore becomes the rose the rose
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella cigno in "The Twilight" films and is the titolo character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the superiore, in alto of Forbes.com's annual lista of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in secondo with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who te would expect to see right now,” detto Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This anno te are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the superiore, in alto of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in secondo with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who te would expect to see right now,” detto Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This anno te are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the superiore, in alto of the list.”
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Amore in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Amore in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take te out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take te out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Amore I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what te won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
te barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let te talk me
Won’t let te talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what te won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
te barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let te talk me
Won’t let te talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
