bella's pov

i quickly felt asleep when we arrive home
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my preferito dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it sposta ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing da a albero in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me da the waist also tighlty and sigh happily

"i Amore te edward" i detto he smile brightly at me
he sposta clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this baciare reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to baciare me

i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself

but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james baciare well attack again so i hop out of my letto to open my window it was still night probably 2 am

i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night toga, abito got filled with dirt i sigh

wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change

then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden

i went to my preferito spot at the garden it was the part of the white rose and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain

i sat on the edge of the fontana and play with the water

i heard some bushes sposta i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james o my mother ...

i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere

i felt silly but i detto "edward?"

edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do

i laugh at his face

he stay there and i run and hugg him

"i miss you" i detto happily
edward laugh and detto "me too Bella più than te imagine"

i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 giorno fa and i was already recitazione and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but

i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the fontana i sat besied him

"Bella i have to confess something to te ..." he detto and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to te but 1 thing i can't never tell te because i Amore te too much and if i tell te , te would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but te could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."