Ok people this is my first story ever! Dont laugh please! This is new moon from bellas POV after edward leaves her.I Changed it alot.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can o if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my letto thinking if i should even get out of letto to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my doccia and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting successivo to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela detto with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching te the past couple of months and i was wondering if te would like to help me go shopping in port angeli tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls giorno out.
"ill see te tommarow.Ill pick te up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the campana, bell eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my preferito but only brough più pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the divano with a pizza box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when te were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your cena but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are te like this? He hasnt done anything for te in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank superiore, in alto for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my email from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella te ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i detto almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it detto 4:30am. I laid back in my letto and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my giacca and waited for angela to mostra up.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can o if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my letto thinking if i should even get out of letto to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my doccia and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting successivo to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela detto with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching te the past couple of months and i was wondering if te would like to help me go shopping in port angeli tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls giorno out.
"ill see te tommarow.Ill pick te up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the campana, bell eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my preferito but only brough più pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the divano with a pizza box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when te were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your cena but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are te like this? He hasnt done anything for te in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank superiore, in alto for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my email from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella te ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i detto almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it detto 4:30am. I laid back in my letto and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my giacca and waited for angela to mostra up.
hey all i forgot to post this yesterday.All my Friends say its amazing so...Im gonna stop talking and let te read :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do te keep the people te Amore safe? When te have to keep yourself sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza first? How do te keep the person te Amore safe? When that person doesnt Amore te anymore? How do te keep your Amore sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza when your whole world changes?
So what do te think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do te keep the people te Amore safe? When te have to keep yourself sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza first? How do te keep the person te Amore safe? When that person doesnt Amore te anymore? How do te keep your Amore sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza when your whole world changes?
So what do te think? Hope ya like it!! :)
This story take place after Nessie is born. Zoey has been in the family since The begining of twilight. Although I don't cover anything from the books. Whatever happen to Bella it happen to Zoey accept getting pregant with a half vampire half human baby. Zoey is in Amore with Jacob Black but Jake is in Amore with Nessie. Alice and Jasper are practically her parents. She fill like the outsider because she is not a vampire, warewolf o like Nessie. The Volturi have dicided that she can be a human, until a giorno after she turns 17. She has her GED so she doesn't have to go to school.
Ok don't get me wrong I Amore the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to data a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big albero a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to data a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big albero a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen