i woke, to the sounds of beeps.
beep, beep, beep
ta. ta.ta.
ive heard this Musica before,... in phoenix.
i fluttered my eyes open, to see a the familar, white walls. rosa flowers, tall machines that make the contand beeps.
i looked around me , i alone. where was jacob?, one moment he was beside me, there successivo he is gone.
i dont even know how i got here, like a blackout,.
like trying to remember what happened the night before when te have your hangover.
all i remember was my little girl.
Tanna. Tanna. oh god.
"Hello!" i yelled, the pants refueling.it echoed down the halls.
i could footsteps emerge, they were soft, swift, calm. as though there was no rush in their body.
He stood in front of the door. Carlisle.
the same as ever was, as tho he never left.
Just the way he was the last time i saw him.
i diddn;'t know what better for me, to look at him the way he was axactly the way he left o somewhat changed. But he hadnt changed., not even in a a wrinkle, o a hair out of line. i could stare all day. trying to find some kind of evidence that he was real, and this isnt real, and im still siting in my letto at charlies, waiting for the rain to stop and to get up and go to school. But i couldnt find any.
This is possible. i dont understand, but there he was. As though nothing had changed. Nothing had happened.
the only evidence that assured me that all my pain and the hole in my chest was real, was the the way his looked at me, i could see , guilt, and pain.
After all these years, i had Lost all control to wonder whiether i would ever see them again. and here he was. standing before me.
i started to feel the hole in my chest start to bleed and burn, it winded me. my cuore raced.
The machines started playing a different tone.he started to walk towards me. his eyes not leaving mine.
"Bella," he sighed.
i only panted, i was scared now. not of him
but of this situation, ive dreamed of this moment for so long that over time i started to believe that the reality of it ever coming true is as much as the chance of him coming back to save me.
but that aint going to happen. i prayed right there and then, that i wont ever have to wake up from this dream.
that i could just sit here and look at him , and remember all i diddnt want for so long.
he broke the silence.
"Shes ok" he detto deeply ,musically, his eyes now to the floor.
just the sound of his voice was too overwhelming, that i diddnt realise what he detto until it wore off.
shes ok. ok.ok. alive. Tanna.
"She's ok?"
beep, beep, beep
ta. ta.ta.
ive heard this Musica before,... in phoenix.
i fluttered my eyes open, to see a the familar, white walls. rosa flowers, tall machines that make the contand beeps.
i looked around me , i alone. where was jacob?, one moment he was beside me, there successivo he is gone.
i dont even know how i got here, like a blackout,.
like trying to remember what happened the night before when te have your hangover.
all i remember was my little girl.
Tanna. Tanna. oh god.
"Hello!" i yelled, the pants refueling.it echoed down the halls.
i could footsteps emerge, they were soft, swift, calm. as though there was no rush in their body.
He stood in front of the door. Carlisle.
the same as ever was, as tho he never left.
Just the way he was the last time i saw him.
i diddn;'t know what better for me, to look at him the way he was axactly the way he left o somewhat changed. But he hadnt changed., not even in a a wrinkle, o a hair out of line. i could stare all day. trying to find some kind of evidence that he was real, and this isnt real, and im still siting in my letto at charlies, waiting for the rain to stop and to get up and go to school. But i couldnt find any.
This is possible. i dont understand, but there he was. As though nothing had changed. Nothing had happened.
the only evidence that assured me that all my pain and the hole in my chest was real, was the the way his looked at me, i could see , guilt, and pain.
After all these years, i had Lost all control to wonder whiether i would ever see them again. and here he was. standing before me.
i started to feel the hole in my chest start to bleed and burn, it winded me. my cuore raced.
The machines started playing a different tone.he started to walk towards me. his eyes not leaving mine.
"Bella," he sighed.
i only panted, i was scared now. not of him
but of this situation, ive dreamed of this moment for so long that over time i started to believe that the reality of it ever coming true is as much as the chance of him coming back to save me.
but that aint going to happen. i prayed right there and then, that i wont ever have to wake up from this dream.
that i could just sit here and look at him , and remember all i diddnt want for so long.
he broke the silence.
"Shes ok" he detto deeply ,musically, his eyes now to the floor.
just the sound of his voice was too overwhelming, that i diddnt realise what he detto until it wore off.
shes ok. ok.ok. alive. Tanna.
"She's ok?"
Hey, I'm typing away at home while my dad takes Mom on an extensive trip to France! Jacob could hardly contain his excitement! Seriously, He's burst into a dog three times- oh, not again Jake! Four times. Anyways, whenever my parents are out, my dad posts up a lista of rules. Here's what he wrote.
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No Friends over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on te regularly, but call her if te need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No Friends over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on te regularly, but call her if te need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
-Edward-
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me da surprise. As I took my sede, sedile successivo Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even più so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers te più than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me da surprise. As I took my sede, sedile successivo Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even più so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers te più than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.