Twilight <3

ciao Guys, stop worrying! Things happen for a reason!


“I’m not ageing?”
Jacob nodded. I looked at Edward who was still giving Jacob death stares. How could I be so stupid? How could I think that I would ever live happily ever after with Edward? He was a freaking vampire for Christ sake! I didn’t need Jacob to tell me the venom wasn’t stopping me getting older, I could have told myself that. Whenever I had looked in the mirror I could see another sign that I was getting nearer and nearer to seventeen and I knew Edward could see this too. He isn’t that brilliant at disguising his thoughts....

Everything was crashing down.

My heart

My mind

My soul

My entire being

My very existence

All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.

I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.

I never knew happiness.

I never knew beauty of life.

I never knew hope – blind fierce hope

I never knew love.

I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.

I never knew tears.

I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when...