Last time.... she got a text message from brian (mr.m)
ciao Jasmine,wanna go out for cena tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well più like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Cibo for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the letto with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some più before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as te want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Cibo ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate te letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask te one question. Why? Why did te invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, te are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, te want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see te get shipped off to some foster home and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask te something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with te I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my preferito teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a ora o so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The successivo morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the precedente night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the cucina where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l detto smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot rosa pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded da something te can't see so te make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the tavolo and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are te nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. te know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Amore with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda lime, calce your ex husband. te Amore the person but just not the way te Amore the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who te really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her data started at seven. She had chosen a tan camicia with a long oro chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her preferito heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say da to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a data its two Friends haveing cena together."
"Say what te want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She detto as she walked out the door.
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ciao so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
ciao Jasmine,wanna go out for cena tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well più like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Cibo for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the letto with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some più before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as te want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Cibo ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate te letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask te one question. Why? Why did te invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, te are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, te want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see te get shipped off to some foster home and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask te something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with te I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my preferito teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a ora o so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The successivo morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the precedente night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the cucina where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l detto smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot rosa pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded da something te can't see so te make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the tavolo and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are te nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. te know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Amore with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda lime, calce your ex husband. te Amore the person but just not the way te Amore the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who te really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her data started at seven. She had chosen a tan camicia with a long oro chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her preferito heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say da to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a data its two Friends haveing cena together."
"Say what te want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She detto as she walked out the door.
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ciao so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
bellas dress and converse
Home of the freely and Justified
Sleep was improbable
Emerging from my bed
Like a delicate butterfly
Raindrops pouring on my smooth, darkened window.
Pondering miraculous thoughts
About being a teen in America
Freedom to express myself as an individual
I want to relinquish my profound story
Being a teenager with freedom is
Hopeful
Rewarding
Honorable
Desirable
The past is behind me, the future is just beyond my grasp
Learning to be flawless through life's experiences
Having the pleasure to persue my ambitious talent
Being a teen in America simply is my stepping
stone to future greatness.
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the giorno go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the giorno go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
We're all human.
"It was an early March morning, so early that the sky still had streaks of orange and pink in it."
