The successivo week was spent somewhat like that first day. We went to the park almost everyday. It wasn't that bad actually. It was kind of funny to see Jezebel and and Aspen run around like psychos. I was actually starting to warm up to Scout as well. It was cool to just talk to someone my age that was a girl too. I never had the chance to do that at school o home. I really like Aspen too. She's very mature for her age, when she wants to be. She has no problem goofing around like a little kid. She likes to talk about a bunch of things. I've become very close with her too.
Then soon came the Sunday before school.
"You'll be fine, I promise," Scout detto as we got into our beds. I shrugged. "I'll introduce te to all my friends. We'll help te get around," she smiled.
"Thanks," I smiled back. To be honest, that didn't make me feel any better, but it was still a nice gesture. I had no idea what this school was like; I'd definitely be on alert the whole time. Scout seemed to see my hesitation.
"Seriously, Harley," she laughed. "What, te think someone's gonna shoot te o something?" Really? I've never heard that one before honestly... but yes, I wouldn't out it past them. I had been shot at before-- da someone else too; not just shooting myself in the leg on accident. Not the best experience I'd ever had...
I detto goodnight to Scout, and rolled over, turning my back to her. She turned off the lamp, and I almost instantly fell into a deep sleep.
The successivo morning, I wasn't exactly ecstatic to be getting up at 5 in the morning. Scout advised me that that would be best, seeing as four other people needed to take a doccia as well, and there's only so much hot water. Scout got ready before me, and while she showered and got dressed, I ate and got my stuff together. Once she was done, we switched. I took a quick hot shower, not wanting to hold up anyone else. I noticed the scar on my leg was getting better, it was just a puckered rosa line now. It hadn't been too bad in the first place.
I got dressed in my other pair of baggy black pants, with a red shredded tshirt with a black tanktop underneath.
"Harley! We're gonna be late!" Scout called from the kitchen. I hesitated, then decided it'd help me keep peace of mind. I grabbed my box and opened it, deciding. I decided the gun would be safest if needed. I put it in my pocket, then put my box under my letto again. I ran out to the kitchen, grabbing a messenger bag that Gail detto I could use for school. She detto it used to belong to a girl named Hayley; she got adopted about a anno ago.
We walked to school, which I was used to. We came to the high school a while later; it was smaller than my other school. There were students everywhere, talking and laughing, some people even fighting. The whole place made me jumpy.
"Scout!" someone shouted behind me. My hand instinctively went to my pocket, gripping the gun handle. I stopped once I saw that it must've been one of Scout's friends. A girl ran up and hugged her. She had blond hair, even blonder than Scout's. She didn't look like a natural blond though. She pulled away.
"Ohmygosh! Why didn't te hang out with me all spring break?!" the girl squeaked. I didn't like her already.
"Sorry. I was kind of busy..." she eyed me, smiling. She gestured to me, and the girl looked at me surprised that I was with her. "This is Harley. She's new at Gail's house. Harley, this is Felicity." I pursed my lips and waved once. Felicity seemed to look me over. successivo to Scout I looked so... different. Scout was so... friendly and open. I was so shy and introverted. She wore white jeans and a rosa tanktop. I was wearing all red and black; not that I minded.
"Hi," Felicity said. The tone in her voice told me she really didn't give a fuck, and she was trying way too hard to seem friendly. With Scout, it was just a natural thing to be nice to everyone.
"Hi," I muttered. Another girl skipped to Scout's side. She was of Asian descent, and had long, beautiful dark hair. A guy followed behind her, who had dirty blond spiky hair. Scout introduced me to them as well. The girl was Bambi and the boy was Forest. They were a lot nicer than Felicity. I liked them already. Then Trace showed up, and he bragged about how he met me before everyone else.
"Oh yeah, Harley and I go way back!" he laughed. He put his arm around me and pulled me close. I shied away from his touch and jumped back a step. He didn't seem to notice how much I hated that, and he just laughed it off. Scout seemed to notice though. She mouthed "sorry." I shrugged and folded my arms, holding them close to my body.
I felt so awkward and out of place here. Everyone else was so loud and outgoing; they knew each other well. If I hadn't been Scout's foster "sister" probably none of these people would even dare to talk to me. It was kind of a bittersweet irony... These people probably would never be my true friends, but they were one of the closest things I'd ever had to friends. The campana, bell rang, and the students started to file into the school.
"C'mon," Scout detto in a welcoming voice. I followed her up the steps into the school.
***
We got my schedule, and I had four out of nine classes with Scout. I had two classes with Bambi, which I didn't mind; she's pretty nice. I had one class da myself, and two classes had Felicity and Forest in them. The only time I saw all of them was during lunch... that is if Scout wanted me there.
Lunch came eventually, the third to last class of the day. I was starving. I felt kind of alienated when Scout brought me to the table; everyone was laughing and talking to Scout. I sat down awkwardly successivo to her, hoping to seem invisible, but being scared to. I'd never really tried to fit in, and I never did, but I never wanted to belong so bad. I felt like I needed to be accepted da these kids.
"So Harley, how do te like living at Gail's?" Bambi asked. Scout turned to me expectantly.
"Uh, it's nice I guess..." I said. I did like it, but thinking about my brothers at home made me a little uneasy.
"Where'd te live before?" Bambi asked, intrigued for some reason.
"Uh, in the city with my brothers." Everyone around the tavolo seemed kind of shocked.
"Isn't it dangerous in the city?" Forest asked. "My parents won't let me go there. Heck, they don't like goin' there themselves!"
"It's not so bad," I shrugged. "as long as te know your way around."
"See, this girl's tough!" Trace laughed. I wasn't sure if that was sarcasm o a compliment. Scout laughed. From the corner of my eye I saw Felicity roll her eyes.
***
I did survive my first giorno of school unscathed. Not many people get to say that for high school. I may have been really jumpy most of the day, but I didn't feel the need to pull out my gun on anyone today. That was a first. At my old school I almost did one time. The kid was asking for it though. Good thing the principal got him out of my way o I would've blown his head off probably. Anyways, today was good to say the least.
"How was your day?" Gail asked. Scout shrugged.
"I thought it was ok. What'd te think of your first day, Harley?"
"It was ok. Your Friends are nice." Except Felicity.
"They are," Scout detto lovingly.
"Well, I'm glad te had a nice day," Gail said. "But now since te girls were almost late this morning, te can catch up on your morning chores." She smirked and went to go put Bride down for her nap. Scout and I looked at each other and rolled our eyes.
Then soon came the Sunday before school.
"You'll be fine, I promise," Scout detto as we got into our beds. I shrugged. "I'll introduce te to all my friends. We'll help te get around," she smiled.
"Thanks," I smiled back. To be honest, that didn't make me feel any better, but it was still a nice gesture. I had no idea what this school was like; I'd definitely be on alert the whole time. Scout seemed to see my hesitation.
"Seriously, Harley," she laughed. "What, te think someone's gonna shoot te o something?" Really? I've never heard that one before honestly... but yes, I wouldn't out it past them. I had been shot at before-- da someone else too; not just shooting myself in the leg on accident. Not the best experience I'd ever had...
I detto goodnight to Scout, and rolled over, turning my back to her. She turned off the lamp, and I almost instantly fell into a deep sleep.
The successivo morning, I wasn't exactly ecstatic to be getting up at 5 in the morning. Scout advised me that that would be best, seeing as four other people needed to take a doccia as well, and there's only so much hot water. Scout got ready before me, and while she showered and got dressed, I ate and got my stuff together. Once she was done, we switched. I took a quick hot shower, not wanting to hold up anyone else. I noticed the scar on my leg was getting better, it was just a puckered rosa line now. It hadn't been too bad in the first place.
I got dressed in my other pair of baggy black pants, with a red shredded tshirt with a black tanktop underneath.
"Harley! We're gonna be late!" Scout called from the kitchen. I hesitated, then decided it'd help me keep peace of mind. I grabbed my box and opened it, deciding. I decided the gun would be safest if needed. I put it in my pocket, then put my box under my letto again. I ran out to the kitchen, grabbing a messenger bag that Gail detto I could use for school. She detto it used to belong to a girl named Hayley; she got adopted about a anno ago.
We walked to school, which I was used to. We came to the high school a while later; it was smaller than my other school. There were students everywhere, talking and laughing, some people even fighting. The whole place made me jumpy.
"Scout!" someone shouted behind me. My hand instinctively went to my pocket, gripping the gun handle. I stopped once I saw that it must've been one of Scout's friends. A girl ran up and hugged her. She had blond hair, even blonder than Scout's. She didn't look like a natural blond though. She pulled away.
"Ohmygosh! Why didn't te hang out with me all spring break?!" the girl squeaked. I didn't like her already.
"Sorry. I was kind of busy..." she eyed me, smiling. She gestured to me, and the girl looked at me surprised that I was with her. "This is Harley. She's new at Gail's house. Harley, this is Felicity." I pursed my lips and waved once. Felicity seemed to look me over. successivo to Scout I looked so... different. Scout was so... friendly and open. I was so shy and introverted. She wore white jeans and a rosa tanktop. I was wearing all red and black; not that I minded.
"Hi," Felicity said. The tone in her voice told me she really didn't give a fuck, and she was trying way too hard to seem friendly. With Scout, it was just a natural thing to be nice to everyone.
"Hi," I muttered. Another girl skipped to Scout's side. She was of Asian descent, and had long, beautiful dark hair. A guy followed behind her, who had dirty blond spiky hair. Scout introduced me to them as well. The girl was Bambi and the boy was Forest. They were a lot nicer than Felicity. I liked them already. Then Trace showed up, and he bragged about how he met me before everyone else.
"Oh yeah, Harley and I go way back!" he laughed. He put his arm around me and pulled me close. I shied away from his touch and jumped back a step. He didn't seem to notice how much I hated that, and he just laughed it off. Scout seemed to notice though. She mouthed "sorry." I shrugged and folded my arms, holding them close to my body.
I felt so awkward and out of place here. Everyone else was so loud and outgoing; they knew each other well. If I hadn't been Scout's foster "sister" probably none of these people would even dare to talk to me. It was kind of a bittersweet irony... These people probably would never be my true friends, but they were one of the closest things I'd ever had to friends. The campana, bell rang, and the students started to file into the school.
"C'mon," Scout detto in a welcoming voice. I followed her up the steps into the school.
***
We got my schedule, and I had four out of nine classes with Scout. I had two classes with Bambi, which I didn't mind; she's pretty nice. I had one class da myself, and two classes had Felicity and Forest in them. The only time I saw all of them was during lunch... that is if Scout wanted me there.
Lunch came eventually, the third to last class of the day. I was starving. I felt kind of alienated when Scout brought me to the table; everyone was laughing and talking to Scout. I sat down awkwardly successivo to her, hoping to seem invisible, but being scared to. I'd never really tried to fit in, and I never did, but I never wanted to belong so bad. I felt like I needed to be accepted da these kids.
"So Harley, how do te like living at Gail's?" Bambi asked. Scout turned to me expectantly.
"Uh, it's nice I guess..." I said. I did like it, but thinking about my brothers at home made me a little uneasy.
"Where'd te live before?" Bambi asked, intrigued for some reason.
"Uh, in the city with my brothers." Everyone around the tavolo seemed kind of shocked.
"Isn't it dangerous in the city?" Forest asked. "My parents won't let me go there. Heck, they don't like goin' there themselves!"
"It's not so bad," I shrugged. "as long as te know your way around."
"See, this girl's tough!" Trace laughed. I wasn't sure if that was sarcasm o a compliment. Scout laughed. From the corner of my eye I saw Felicity roll her eyes.
***
I did survive my first giorno of school unscathed. Not many people get to say that for high school. I may have been really jumpy most of the day, but I didn't feel the need to pull out my gun on anyone today. That was a first. At my old school I almost did one time. The kid was asking for it though. Good thing the principal got him out of my way o I would've blown his head off probably. Anyways, today was good to say the least.
"How was your day?" Gail asked. Scout shrugged.
"I thought it was ok. What'd te think of your first day, Harley?"
"It was ok. Your Friends are nice." Except Felicity.
"They are," Scout detto lovingly.
"Well, I'm glad te had a nice day," Gail said. "But now since te girls were almost late this morning, te can catch up on your morning chores." She smirked and went to go put Bride down for her nap. Scout and I looked at each other and rolled our eyes.
Chapter 4: Sunny day
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate Amore that never fades.
"I'll see te later, darling." - Jack detto and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the fiori that were growing
in the yard.
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate Amore that never fades.
"I'll see te later, darling." - Jack detto and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the fiori that were growing
in the yard.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get più upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to sposta and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get più upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to sposta and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My Musica is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
o gradually trickle down,
It can make te laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Musica is the Cibo I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Musica is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
te can always find a friend in music
Musica will always be.
I tap in time,
My Musica is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
o gradually trickle down,
It can make te laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Musica is the Cibo I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Musica is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
te can always find a friend in music
Musica will always be.
The city of light was full of marchants and villagers. Elyon stood and gazed at them from the huge silver gate. And gurding the gate was two broad shouldered men, wearing bright white robes, that glowed from every angle.
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are te doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the castello of light, "i really dont know,".
commenti PLZ
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are te doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the castello of light, "i really dont know,".
commenti PLZ
The pain te caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears te left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my cuore beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain te left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend te were when te were here
But the legacy in my cuore that te left!
The burning tears te left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my cuore beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain te left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend te were when te were here
But the legacy in my cuore that te left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? te ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most popolare boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the lupo pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.
It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. te See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason te Cried On The Way Home. The Reason te Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are te Doing Here?" detto Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I detto Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," detto Victoria Khan Placing Her libri On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are te Doing Here?" detto Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I detto Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," detto Victoria Khan Placing Her libri On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.