Hey guys sorry that i haven't added a new entry for this in like 7 months, i have been really busy with school, homework, tests, etc. if your interested please let me know because then i will just try to recap everything that has happened very often. so read on, fav please it would mean a lot! thanks now on with the story
One the first giorno of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the giorno back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe superiore, in alto with a attached cover thing, but the camicia had a beautiful pizzo back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most popolare guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this anno we could become better friends. The rest of the giorno we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid Friends hanging out recitazione dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band o skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my cuore was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when te really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people te know, like o love
3. If te feel like te might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" o "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit successivo to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last anno in 6th grade. Nick and viola ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where te got to Amore him. viola on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but complessivamente, generale she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! o at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many Friends in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY più fresco, dispositivo di raffreddamento THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT Friends we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half giorno we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE te SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was da Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The campana, bell rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us da rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my libri everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the libri and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met te before?"he asked
"Actually te have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember te were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face te could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he detto as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get te down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are Friends da my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
One the first giorno of school i still couldnt believe that Brent was on my team, that meant he'd be in a lot of my classes.On the giorno back i wore a pretty new red and black stripe superiore, in alto with a attached cover thing, but the camicia had a beautiful pizzo back with black jeans. When i walked in everyone gave me complements, i felt cool for once.
The teachers that were out showed where our advisories were. When i got to Mr. Wes's room i saw that Leo, one of the most popolare guys was in my advisory. Leo and I used to be in the same 3rd grade class but after that we kinda grew distant. Maybe this anno we could become better friends. The rest of the giorno we used our schedules to get to each class. So far i had a Brent-free morning and i wanted to keep it like that for the rest of the day. I was on my way to Mrs. O'Donnell's class for Language Arts, when i saw him.Brent was with his stupid Friends hanging out recitazione dumb as usual. They all were dressed in baggy shorts with weird band o skateboard t-shirts. I walked inside the classroom pretending NOT to care but deep inside my cuore was breaking into a million pieces.
Guide #2- How to keep from crying when te really want to
1. Bat your eyes usually your eyelashes flutter the tears away
2. Surround yourself with people te know, like o love
3. If te feel like te might cry, come up with a believable excuse.
Examples:
"I have bad allergies","Oh i was rubbing my eyes a lot", "When i dont have my glasses on my eyes get irrated" o "My contacts hurt my eyes sometimes"
Anyway i quickly scanned the room to find someone i knew, to my luck i knew pretty much everyone in the class! I decided to sit successivo to Miracle, Violet, and Nick since we all had a little classroom club thing last anno in 6th grade. Nick and viola ahd been going out since 6th grade around May and were still together. They were the only ones in our clique to actually be in a relationship. It's kinda odd since Nick is a bit of a perverted freak but in a way where te got to Amore him. viola on the other hand is a nice,sweet,and non-perverted. But in this case opposites attract.
When Mrs. O'Donnell the attention to herself she talked about her class and the rules she had, but complessivamente, generale she seems like a nice teacher. After she was done talking, she put us in our assigned seats, i was obviously hoping that i wouldn't be placed anywhere near Brent and his stupid posse. When she called my name I was behind Melina and in fornt of Jason, but Brent was still pretty close by. Brent was in front of Emma who was actually in my advisory and in front of his friend SeVonn. I looked around to see who i was by, there was Anthony, Toba(who had a major attitude problem sometimes), some new kid, Nathaniel, and some other people i knew. I was in a pretty cool place. But it seemed i was still stuck in the NERD HERD!!! o at least with the smart kids i guess...
When the perod was over we went to our other classes i had Spanish with Ms. Marvlin, she seemed like she knew her stuff but it was only the first day.There was Mya, Quentin, and Kiara(i knew her from kindergraten...she was actualy kinda my kindergraten stalker, she'd follow me everywhere on the playground!!)Anyway there werent as many Friends in my spanish class because all my freinds pretty much took French which is WAY più fresco, dispositivo di raffreddamento THAN SPANISH!!!!
After Spanish i went back to Mrs. O'Donnell's for Science...again NOT as many friends! I had Miracle, Nick, Jason, Kayla, and Melina but last and definitely least i had Brent, which is wrong and weird because since we are NOT Friends we have NO CHEMISTRY! Since today was a half giorno we had shorter periods so we were able to go to all our classes. We didnt go to our specials but i would have Technology. Next, i had Social Studies with Mr. Robin, then Math with Ms. Den, WHICH BRENT IS IN TOO...REALLY ARE te SERIOUS?!?!
Luckily, after math i have choir...Yes!! Choir is soooooo much fun, but the best part is that i know it's a class BRENT WON'T BE IN!!!! Thank goodness! I also think choir will be cool because i did the summer choir camp and it was a blast!! There was this 8th grader though, that i thought was pretty cool, I was hoping I'd see him there. He was funny, cool, tall everything about him was amazing...i wanted him to be mine.
When i walk into choir i get flashbacks of over the summer...oh what fun. I then realize that we have to find our folders which will be where we sit, I quickly look around the room my folder was da Danielle in the Alto section. Mrs. Nolsen talks about her rules and expectations she has for us in the choir room. The campana, bell rings and its time for us to go she dismisses us da rows and thats when i see him...the guy from the choir camp! I make my body go over and say hi to him when before i know it i trip and fall, dropping my libri everywhere. Just then i see a tall, tan, guy helping me pick up books. When we're done picking up the libri and folders i had i thank him.
"Thank You, I'm super clumsy"
"No problem, have i met te before?"he asked
"Actually te have...um at the choir camp over the summer...remember te were in my group?" I said
He didn't say anything,but on his face te could tell he was trying to remember who i was.
"Well i have to go now",I said,saving myself from anymore embarassment I could handle.
"Um...bye",he detto as he walked off.
As I packed my stuff i thought about everything that had happened. Yeah Brent may be in a lot of my classes but that doesn't mean I don't have other friends. Yeah, that guy didnt rememeber me but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be my friend. And yeah just becasue I'm in 7th grade doesn't mean my life will be a big disaster.
Guide #3- How to See the Best in Every Situation
1. Think about the bad things
2. Think about the good things in that situation
3. Just believe that, one problem wont get te down
I know i dont need Brent all i need are Friends da my side and if i have those i can do anything!!!!
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Tick, tick, tick
That sound, constant in my head,
A sound that haunts every mind,
A sound that brings fear,
A clock,
Ticking the secondi of your life away,
Making life shorter and shorter with every tick,
Drawing death nearer and nearer,
But te should not live in fear,
For life is too short for such a thing,
Some people waste these precious seconds,
Others treasure them, making sure that no tick is wasted,
The clock ticks on,
But as this sound is registered,
What do te do?
Tick, tick, tick
Three più seconds, gone, like that,
Did te use them well?
Live life,
For life is too short to spend these secondi in hell.
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Tick, tick, tick
That sound, constant in my head,
A sound that haunts every mind,
A sound that brings fear,
A clock,
Ticking the secondi of your life away,
Making life shorter and shorter with every tick,
Drawing death nearer and nearer,
But te should not live in fear,
For life is too short for such a thing,
Some people waste these precious seconds,
Others treasure them, making sure that no tick is wasted,
The clock ticks on,
But as this sound is registered,
What do te do?
Tick, tick, tick
Three più seconds, gone, like that,
Did te use them well?
Live life,
For life is too short to spend these secondi in hell.
Lonely Girl
So peaceful in sleep she lies
Brown hair spilled across her pillow
I can picture her beautiful eyes
Looking into her dreams…
She looks like she’s not listening
But really she’s deep in thought
Remembering forgotten memories
When she lived life as she ought
Stolen kisses in the night
Laughing with her friends
Little did she know back then
This is where it all would end
Her cuore is filled with regret
Always looking back
She wishes she would just forget
And find happiness once più
I don’t think she’ll ever forget you
But for now there’s joy on her face
She keeps reminding herself
It’s not a race, to be the first to find your place
Now as the sun goes down
She’ll say a prayer
Wishing perhaps for you
But really, life’s not that fair
There’s nothing this Lonely Girl can do
So peaceful in sleep she lies
Brown hair spilled across her pillow
I can picture her beautiful eyes
Looking into her dreams…
She looks like she’s not listening
But really she’s deep in thought
Remembering forgotten memories
When she lived life as she ought
Stolen kisses in the night
Laughing with her friends
Little did she know back then
This is where it all would end
Her cuore is filled with regret
Always looking back
She wishes she would just forget
And find happiness once più
I don’t think she’ll ever forget you
But for now there’s joy on her face
She keeps reminding herself
It’s not a race, to be the first to find your place
Now as the sun goes down
She’ll say a prayer
Wishing perhaps for you
But really, life’s not that fair
There’s nothing this Lonely Girl can do
