All the houses were the same. All rather big but looked smaller to me now that Iâd grown and extra foot. I closed my eyes and tried to think of my lista reasons why I would want to come back here, to the place that swallowed my childhood in one bite. âNew around here, Maâam?â The berretto, tappo driver asked I looked up to the elderly man, his lazy eyes twitched. âNo, I grew up hereâ I told him, he nodded and smiled, his yellow teeth shining. âRight...I thought te looked familiarâ He admitted, I looked down at my now shaking cold hands. âYouâre Cybil Jonesâ he said, looking rather pleased with himself that he knew who I was. âYeah, such a shame what happened here...well thatâd be $20.70 for the rideâ He told me, I smiled and pulled out my large brown bag. It took a while to find my borsa be he didnât seemed to notice the time. I finally pulled out the matching borsa and pulled out the correct amount of money. âHave a nice day, Ms. Jonesâ The berretto, tappo driver detto nodding his head. I smiled and stepped out of the car.
I remembered the exact house that I grew up in...It looked just the same. The only real difference was the weeds I got so used to, was now replaced with pretty blue and yellow flowers. I walked up to the black rusty front gate. I pulled on it knowing from experience that it would take a bit of muscle to open. Finally after three tries it budged. I sighed in relief. I gently shut it and started too walked up the long path to the front door. âExcuse me...Excuse me!â I heard someone hell behind me, I turned to see a small lanky man behind me with glasses. âCan I help you?â I asked, he sighed and put the black ventiquattrore, sincronia file he was holding beside him. âYou canât go in thereâ he detto adjusting his glasses. I raised an eyebrow at the man. âExcuse me?â I asked he took another deep breath. âUnless te are the daughter of Mr. And Mrs. Jones te canât step a foot on this propertyâ he informed me, I smiled. âWell, then Hi Iâm Cybil Jonesâ I said, his eyes flashed form surprise to Apologetic. âOh, well Iâm sorry, Ms. Jones...Iâm Kyle Hunters. Your father personal assistant o rather wasâ he introduced himself putting out his thin pale hand. I smiled and then shook it. âWell I just came here to give te your keys, Ms. Jonesâ I smiled and put my hand put, he dropped the keys into my hand.
The key fit perfectly in the door, I quickly pulled it out and put it in my back pocket. I slowly opened the door not knowing what to expect. Once I finally got the courage to open it, I saw the all too familiar dark hallway. The paintingâs that my mother collected hung everywhere; pictures of me and my sister were hung near doors and below some of the paintings. It was silent, except for the sound of a dripping tap and the creaks of the floor. There were empty cardboard boxes everywhere, obviously I was meant to do something with them, maybe pack some stuff. I turned on the lights once I got the living room. It looked the same, maybe a bit smaller, the couch, the fuoco place, the coffee tavolo were all still in the same place. The only thing missing were the people who lived in the house. I sighed and sat on the yellow couch.
It was only two weeks fa I had got the call about my parents. I was out with my boyfriend, Kevin. The club was loud so it was lucky I heard my phone ring. All I really did here was loud sobs from a voice I knew as my sister telling me that thereâd been an accident; I hoped it was that cat she loved so much. But no it was a car crash; a drunk driver had gotten in the car at the wrong time and went through a red light. I fell back on the couch, even the feeling of the soft divano was the same. It had been 5 years since Iâd been at this house and nothing had changed. I sat up and put my head in my hands. âWhat am I doing here?â I asked myself. Amy could have taken care of everything with the funerals and all I really would have to do it just mostra up. Too much had happened for me to be here, everything with Ava. Ava was my best friend growing up here, her parents werenât really all that reliable, and so she would stay with us. Donât get me wrong I loved Ava like a sister but she got in some dangerous stuff...stuff that got her murdered.
I jumped when I heard a loud knock on the door. âWho is it?â I asked in an awkward tone not knowing if I had the right to do so. âItâs me your sisterâ I heard an angry sounding tone say. I rolled my eyes and walked over to the door. I checked the eyehole. âWhat are te doing?â She asked, flicking her favo, a nido d'ape hair back. âChecking if itâs youâ I said, she nodded. I unlocked the latch and opened the door. She hadnât grown she had always been short; her eyes matched my colour a warm hazel. She walked up the steps and walked straight passed me. âI didnât think te were going to showâ She admitted, I smiled. âNeither did Iâ I said, she shrugged. âAnyway I took care of the funeralâs all te need to do is hang around and tie up some loose ends here and there, until this all blows overâ She said, I nodded. There was a short silence; we just stared at one another. She finally broke it. âAnyway thereâs a party tonight...at the spiaggia and well a lot of people got excited about te coming back...coming homeâ I interrupted her before she could go on. âIâm only here to tie up loose ends, remember?â I detto she nodded with disappointment in her eyes. âLook Iâll see if I can comeâ I detto she smiled. âOkay, well I have to get back to the shop...it was good to see te againâ She detto as she walked away.
Hours past and I had only cleaned the cucina and the living room. I didnât want to go upstairs but there was a bit of curiosity...Did they keep my room? And if they did what did it look like? I finally decided to let the curiosity come over me. I crept up the stairs until I was at the âdead endâ me and Amy used to call it. I turned to see a door with the name âCybilâs roomâ in big bright yellow letters. I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door. The room looked the same; letto was there with the same farfalla sheets. Mirrorâs and posterâs of Leonardo Dicaprio were everywhere. The window that once was my door stood there shut. I smiled and fell onto my bed. I opened my eyes and smiled. I looked at my roof and saw Photoâs Iâd hung up and forgotten about. There were only about 6 of them, most of them were Amy and me...but one of them was of Ava smiling with a birra in her hand. I got up. âI need some airâ I whispered to myself.
I rushed outside and breathed in as much air as I could. I looked down at my hands and saw that they were shaking. âIt was 5 years ago...why canât te just get over it?â I asked myself. I closed my eyes and breathed in piĂč air. âCybil Jones is that you?â I heard I turned to see Kristen Peterâs smiling. âOh my god it is!â She detto running over and hugging me. I laughed and hugged her back. âOh my god...I owe Belinda a good 20 bucks I honestly thought te would chicken outâ I smiled and laughed. âYeah, me toâ I whispered so she didnât hear. She smiled and squeezed my hands. âI really missed te we all didâ She said, I nodded. âI missed te all too...Tell Belinda I detto hiâ I said, she smiled and gave me one last quick hug. âI will, oh and thereâs a party at the spiaggia tonight it would just perfect if te could come...and catch up with some old friendsâ She said, I shrugged. âI might comeâ She rolled her eyes and then started to walk off. I sighed and licked my lips.
It was 7 oâclock just about the time the party would be starting. âYou canât go your parents just died going to a party wouldnât be right...but Amyâs going...never mind that youâre not her...Go and say a quick hello have a birra and then get outâ I argued with myself. I finally decided to go. I put on a pair of ripped jeans and random t-shirt and jumper. I put on a pair of appartamenti and then opened the door. I quickly locked it and started to walk to the beach. I could see the bonfire the piĂč closer I got. âThereâs still time to chicken outâ I told myself. No te have to go and face the people that te once loved...your Friends that te once considered family. I finally walked up to the spiaggia where I saw everyone I once knew. Everyone was gathered around the bonfire drinking and laughing. âWell, well, looks who I foundâ I heard a smug voice say, I smiled and turned to a smiling Caleb. âI knew te would come back to me some giorno it really was just a matter of timeâ he detto smiling. âHiya Calâ Is aid, he smiled. âHey Cybâ He said. âSo I heard te were coming back didnât think te would thoughâ he said, I rolled my eyes. âIt seems no one didâ I said, he nodded and took a sip of his beer. âItâs been a while since we talkedâ he said, I nodded. âSorry, Itâs been crazy in New Yorkâ I detto he nodded. âNo, No I get it...you got too old for meâ I laughed. âHey Cybâ I heard my name I turned to see someone people knew as Aaron but I knew him as Avaâs killer.
I remembered the exact house that I grew up in...It looked just the same. The only real difference was the weeds I got so used to, was now replaced with pretty blue and yellow flowers. I walked up to the black rusty front gate. I pulled on it knowing from experience that it would take a bit of muscle to open. Finally after three tries it budged. I sighed in relief. I gently shut it and started too walked up the long path to the front door. âExcuse me...Excuse me!â I heard someone hell behind me, I turned to see a small lanky man behind me with glasses. âCan I help you?â I asked, he sighed and put the black ventiquattrore, sincronia file he was holding beside him. âYou canât go in thereâ he detto adjusting his glasses. I raised an eyebrow at the man. âExcuse me?â I asked he took another deep breath. âUnless te are the daughter of Mr. And Mrs. Jones te canât step a foot on this propertyâ he informed me, I smiled. âWell, then Hi Iâm Cybil Jonesâ I said, his eyes flashed form surprise to Apologetic. âOh, well Iâm sorry, Ms. Jones...Iâm Kyle Hunters. Your father personal assistant o rather wasâ he introduced himself putting out his thin pale hand. I smiled and then shook it. âWell I just came here to give te your keys, Ms. Jonesâ I smiled and put my hand put, he dropped the keys into my hand.
The key fit perfectly in the door, I quickly pulled it out and put it in my back pocket. I slowly opened the door not knowing what to expect. Once I finally got the courage to open it, I saw the all too familiar dark hallway. The paintingâs that my mother collected hung everywhere; pictures of me and my sister were hung near doors and below some of the paintings. It was silent, except for the sound of a dripping tap and the creaks of the floor. There were empty cardboard boxes everywhere, obviously I was meant to do something with them, maybe pack some stuff. I turned on the lights once I got the living room. It looked the same, maybe a bit smaller, the couch, the fuoco place, the coffee tavolo were all still in the same place. The only thing missing were the people who lived in the house. I sighed and sat on the yellow couch.
It was only two weeks fa I had got the call about my parents. I was out with my boyfriend, Kevin. The club was loud so it was lucky I heard my phone ring. All I really did here was loud sobs from a voice I knew as my sister telling me that thereâd been an accident; I hoped it was that cat she loved so much. But no it was a car crash; a drunk driver had gotten in the car at the wrong time and went through a red light. I fell back on the couch, even the feeling of the soft divano was the same. It had been 5 years since Iâd been at this house and nothing had changed. I sat up and put my head in my hands. âWhat am I doing here?â I asked myself. Amy could have taken care of everything with the funerals and all I really would have to do it just mostra up. Too much had happened for me to be here, everything with Ava. Ava was my best friend growing up here, her parents werenât really all that reliable, and so she would stay with us. Donât get me wrong I loved Ava like a sister but she got in some dangerous stuff...stuff that got her murdered.
I jumped when I heard a loud knock on the door. âWho is it?â I asked in an awkward tone not knowing if I had the right to do so. âItâs me your sisterâ I heard an angry sounding tone say. I rolled my eyes and walked over to the door. I checked the eyehole. âWhat are te doing?â She asked, flicking her favo, a nido d'ape hair back. âChecking if itâs youâ I said, she nodded. I unlocked the latch and opened the door. She hadnât grown she had always been short; her eyes matched my colour a warm hazel. She walked up the steps and walked straight passed me. âI didnât think te were going to showâ She admitted, I smiled. âNeither did Iâ I said, she shrugged. âAnyway I took care of the funeralâs all te need to do is hang around and tie up some loose ends here and there, until this all blows overâ She said, I nodded. There was a short silence; we just stared at one another. She finally broke it. âAnyway thereâs a party tonight...at the spiaggia and well a lot of people got excited about te coming back...coming homeâ I interrupted her before she could go on. âIâm only here to tie up loose ends, remember?â I detto she nodded with disappointment in her eyes. âLook Iâll see if I can comeâ I detto she smiled. âOkay, well I have to get back to the shop...it was good to see te againâ She detto as she walked away.
Hours past and I had only cleaned the cucina and the living room. I didnât want to go upstairs but there was a bit of curiosity...Did they keep my room? And if they did what did it look like? I finally decided to let the curiosity come over me. I crept up the stairs until I was at the âdead endâ me and Amy used to call it. I turned to see a door with the name âCybilâs roomâ in big bright yellow letters. I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door. The room looked the same; letto was there with the same farfalla sheets. Mirrorâs and posterâs of Leonardo Dicaprio were everywhere. The window that once was my door stood there shut. I smiled and fell onto my bed. I opened my eyes and smiled. I looked at my roof and saw Photoâs Iâd hung up and forgotten about. There were only about 6 of them, most of them were Amy and me...but one of them was of Ava smiling with a birra in her hand. I got up. âI need some airâ I whispered to myself.
I rushed outside and breathed in as much air as I could. I looked down at my hands and saw that they were shaking. âIt was 5 years ago...why canât te just get over it?â I asked myself. I closed my eyes and breathed in piĂč air. âCybil Jones is that you?â I heard I turned to see Kristen Peterâs smiling. âOh my god it is!â She detto running over and hugging me. I laughed and hugged her back. âOh my god...I owe Belinda a good 20 bucks I honestly thought te would chicken outâ I smiled and laughed. âYeah, me toâ I whispered so she didnât hear. She smiled and squeezed my hands. âI really missed te we all didâ She said, I nodded. âI missed te all too...Tell Belinda I detto hiâ I said, she smiled and gave me one last quick hug. âI will, oh and thereâs a party at the spiaggia tonight it would just perfect if te could come...and catch up with some old friendsâ She said, I shrugged. âI might comeâ She rolled her eyes and then started to walk off. I sighed and licked my lips.
It was 7 oâclock just about the time the party would be starting. âYou canât go your parents just died going to a party wouldnât be right...but Amyâs going...never mind that youâre not her...Go and say a quick hello have a birra and then get outâ I argued with myself. I finally decided to go. I put on a pair of ripped jeans and random t-shirt and jumper. I put on a pair of appartamenti and then opened the door. I quickly locked it and started to walk to the beach. I could see the bonfire the piĂč closer I got. âThereâs still time to chicken outâ I told myself. No te have to go and face the people that te once loved...your Friends that te once considered family. I finally walked up to the spiaggia where I saw everyone I once knew. Everyone was gathered around the bonfire drinking and laughing. âWell, well, looks who I foundâ I heard a smug voice say, I smiled and turned to a smiling Caleb. âI knew te would come back to me some giorno it really was just a matter of timeâ he detto smiling. âHiya Calâ Is aid, he smiled. âHey Cybâ He said. âSo I heard te were coming back didnât think te would thoughâ he said, I rolled my eyes. âIt seems no one didâ I said, he nodded and took a sip of his beer. âItâs been a while since we talkedâ he said, I nodded. âSorry, Itâs been crazy in New Yorkâ I detto he nodded. âNo, No I get it...you got too old for meâ I laughed. âHey Cybâ I heard my name I turned to see someone people knew as Aaron but I knew him as Avaâs killer.
Serena
Kayla was raped in her own house.
What's more, her dad is reported to have committed suicide. Before he even heard that his own daughter needed him.
When I was little, I always had the blind faith in my mom. That she would always know which way to turn on the road. That if we got lost, everything would be fine.
That she would never desert me. Like Kayla's father has.
The girl is slumped against the wall, crying. You'd think that you'd eventually run out of tears, but te don't. It's just that, after a while, maybe te just don't have the strength to carry on any more.
te can dry up the tears te see, but te can never dry up the tears your cuore sheds. Because when te cry, your cuore gives up a little piece of itself that will always grieve. Always. I have every reason to know.
I put my hand on her shoulder, and she doesn't shake it off.
Kayla was raped in her own house.
What's more, her dad is reported to have committed suicide. Before he even heard that his own daughter needed him.
When I was little, I always had the blind faith in my mom. That she would always know which way to turn on the road. That if we got lost, everything would be fine.
That she would never desert me. Like Kayla's father has.
The girl is slumped against the wall, crying. You'd think that you'd eventually run out of tears, but te don't. It's just that, after a while, maybe te just don't have the strength to carry on any more.
te can dry up the tears te see, but te can never dry up the tears your cuore sheds. Because when te cry, your cuore gives up a little piece of itself that will always grieve. Always. I have every reason to know.
I put my hand on her shoulder, and she doesn't shake it off.
I hate you
But I just canât seem to break you
Do I want te here?
Do I want te gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are te real?
Are te fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
te spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before Iâm a victim
Of te mighty undoing
I wonât fall
Iâve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
Iâm listening to you
I canât break you
Iâm falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That Iâve fallen
Are te worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
Iâve put my faith in my despair
Now mostra me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
o do I leave you?
But I just canât seem to break you
Do I want te here?
Do I want te gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are te real?
Are te fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
te spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before Iâm a victim
Of te mighty undoing
I wonât fall
Iâve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
Iâm listening to you
I canât break you
Iâm falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That Iâve fallen
Are te worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
Iâve put my faith in my despair
Now mostra me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
o do I leave you?