I always wanted te to ask me più about myself, just like I always asked about te but te never did that and I hated it
I always wanted te to make up my mood whenever I get mad on te but just one sorry that's what te always detto and te just always left after that and I hated it ( Do te remember how many times I asked sorry and how many times I tried hard to make up your mood even if you're a little upset, I wasn't even able to sleep properly at nights when te were upset )
I always wanted te to ask me about my family and my Friends just like I always asked about yours but te never did and I hated that ( Do te even know the Name of just one person from my side except me? )
I always wanted te to check my profiles at least once in a while, I checked yours countless times every giorno but te never did that and i hated it ( Have te ever visited any of my profilo when we were together? )
I always wanted te to ask for my foto just like I always asked yours but te never did and I hated it ( Do te remember how many times your asked ? I'm sure it won't be più than 1-2 times in a whole anno )
I always wanted te to remember things that i told te just like I always tried to remember yours but te always forgot and I hated it ( te even forgot that I don't eat Non Veg which I told te countless times )
I always wanted te listen to me but te always ignored whatever I detto and I hated it
I always wanted te to believe my truths but te always believed my lies instantly and always doubted my truths and I hated it
I always wanted te not to hide your emotions and tell me if I made te upset o if anything else is not good, but te just detto It's fine and I hated it
I always wanted te to really understand me, te always detto te understand me but te never really did and I hated it
I always wanted to ask te that if te don't care then why are we together, I sometimes wanted to end it and but now when te ended it then Why I'm feeling so much pain, why my cuore is always crying, it's what I wanted then why it's happening to me
Even after all these things I always loved te and wanted us to be together but yeah te left and went to someone else and I hated it
Now you're happy with that someone, te know I always made te cry and I've lots of debt to pay but unlike me, he has the potential to make te happy and to make all your dreams come true and I really hope te both end up getting together for lifetime... but yeah I'll be always waiting for te and I don't hate it
A/N ~
~ Sorry for Spamming the Internet and Fanpop
~ I don't like to Read/Write
~ Sorry if there's any typos o Errors, i'm sure there'll be a lot as I'm not good in English
~ It's all my fault that te left me, I wasn't sincere to te properly
~ And this is my First and Most Possibly Last Poem, I don't know if it's even a poem o not, i just wanted to write something and it turned out like that
I always wanted te to make up my mood whenever I get mad on te but just one sorry that's what te always detto and te just always left after that and I hated it ( Do te remember how many times I asked sorry and how many times I tried hard to make up your mood even if you're a little upset, I wasn't even able to sleep properly at nights when te were upset )
I always wanted te to ask me about my family and my Friends just like I always asked about yours but te never did and I hated that ( Do te even know the Name of just one person from my side except me? )
I always wanted te to check my profiles at least once in a while, I checked yours countless times every giorno but te never did that and i hated it ( Have te ever visited any of my profilo when we were together? )
I always wanted te to ask for my foto just like I always asked yours but te never did and I hated it ( Do te remember how many times your asked ? I'm sure it won't be più than 1-2 times in a whole anno )
I always wanted te to remember things that i told te just like I always tried to remember yours but te always forgot and I hated it ( te even forgot that I don't eat Non Veg which I told te countless times )
I always wanted te listen to me but te always ignored whatever I detto and I hated it
I always wanted te to believe my truths but te always believed my lies instantly and always doubted my truths and I hated it
I always wanted te not to hide your emotions and tell me if I made te upset o if anything else is not good, but te just detto It's fine and I hated it
I always wanted te to really understand me, te always detto te understand me but te never really did and I hated it
I always wanted to ask te that if te don't care then why are we together, I sometimes wanted to end it and but now when te ended it then Why I'm feeling so much pain, why my cuore is always crying, it's what I wanted then why it's happening to me
Even after all these things I always loved te and wanted us to be together but yeah te left and went to someone else and I hated it
Now you're happy with that someone, te know I always made te cry and I've lots of debt to pay but unlike me, he has the potential to make te happy and to make all your dreams come true and I really hope te both end up getting together for lifetime... but yeah I'll be always waiting for te and I don't hate it
A/N ~
~ Sorry for Spamming the Internet and Fanpop
~ I don't like to Read/Write
~ Sorry if there's any typos o Errors, i'm sure there'll be a lot as I'm not good in English
~ It's all my fault that te left me, I wasn't sincere to te properly
~ And this is my First and Most Possibly Last Poem, I don't know if it's even a poem o not, i just wanted to write something and it turned out like that
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would te do?
Would te cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
o go into silence until the very end...
Would te Amore the ones te hate the most o be the person te hide?
Would te pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would te try and keep the sun from setting as your last giorno ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else te say as te close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my cuore tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the sede, sedile as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My cuore starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing da my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the sede, sedile as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My cuore starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing da my house.