Then it wasn’t my confession that gave him the big shock, Sara thought, He already knew the whole story that’s why he understood my acts.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called te when te were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” te answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she detto with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” te detto playfully and my cuore beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet te James” te smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I detto nervously
te were starring at me in a way that made me even più nervous and confused. te reached your hands slowly, and te didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at te the successivo a few seconds, unaware of what te were saying to Emily.
“How about te come, James?” te detto brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, te have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the successivo giorno comes and I see te again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got Come d’incanto with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the successivo day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his libri and Scrivere notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her cuore beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused da anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel più than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing da his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle baciare on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him più than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly Amore her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called te when te were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” te answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she detto with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” te detto playfully and my cuore beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet te James” te smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I detto nervously
te were starring at me in a way that made me even più nervous and confused. te reached your hands slowly, and te didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at te the successivo a few seconds, unaware of what te were saying to Emily.
“How about te come, James?” te detto brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, te have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the successivo giorno comes and I see te again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got Come d’incanto with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the successivo day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his libri and Scrivere notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her cuore beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused da anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel più than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing da his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle baciare on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him più than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly Amore her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what te give me?
Why did te break up with me?
I don't understand.
te were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And te left me.
te abandoned me.
Why did te dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, te leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what te give me?
Why did te break up with me?
I don't understand.
te were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And te left me.
te abandoned me.
Why did te dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, te leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When te hope,
te expect and wish,
te have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
te don’t want them killed,
Hope makes te stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to te in life,
Sometimes te need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
te and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire te cuore out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
te know what te want,
Keep hoping till the END……
te expect and wish,
te have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
te don’t want them killed,
Hope makes te stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to te in life,
Sometimes te need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
te and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire te cuore out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
te know what te want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Friends Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
Friends don't back stab you.
Friends don't talk behind your back o be pissed off at te when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all Friends for never.
When we need to go back to being Friends FOREVER!
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
Friends don't back stab you.
Friends don't talk behind your back o be pissed off at te when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all Friends for never.
When we need to go back to being Friends FOREVER!