when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need più and più and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me o to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need più and più and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me o to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
Izzy POV
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! o trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: ciao there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. te got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are te sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: te wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 più hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see te later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I Amore U! *start making out*
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! o trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: ciao there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. te got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are te sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: te wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 più hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see te later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I Amore U! *start making out*
I remember the times of the i Amore you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But te come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights te stayed.
The child in me, from the times te loved me.
The debt te owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time te spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that te are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when te apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But te come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights te stayed.
The child in me, from the times te loved me.
The debt te owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time te spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that te are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when te apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
have te noticed when te fall in Amore it feels like your flying? I have. It the most wonderful feeling in the world. But when do te feel it? Do te feel it when te fall in love, o when te just are overfilled with joy?
Have te ever felt it? o have te felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that te have to fly away from it before your Amore hurts you? o does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what te think...
Have te ever felt it? o have te felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that te have to fly away from it before your Amore hurts you? o does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what te think...