Did te Know I am an Idiot?

killer24 Alex: "no, I don't know I couldn't even come close to imagining" *places his hand on her shoulder* "what you go through sucks, it's even worse knowing how you feel but that doesn't mean you should want death. You have a point and every right to feel the way you do, but death isn't something you should wish for"

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she looked into his eyes* is it bad that I want that?

killer24 Alex: *shrugs* "I cannot say, for your perspective no it's right to want to die....but from another it's wrong. Humans are complicated things, some wish to die and do others wish to live sadly those that wish to live are often the ones to die" *shakes his head* "to me you seem to be in the right but at the same time the wrong, I know that in your shoes I'd feel the same way but....."

MafiaYJ Babylon: I have done so much wrong as it is.. what is one death more?

killer24 Alex: "that's not the type of view that you should have, it's bad" *sighs* "you know it would suck if you really did die" *smiles at her* "I cannot change your opinion but all I can do is tell you, when you have an appointment that you must keep but no date is set it's really unnerving not that it'll all end but not knowing when" *laughs*

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she looked sick at his words* yeah...

killer24 Alex: *hugs her* "but let's not make ourselves depressed by talking like this"

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she clung to him* good idea- i can get depressed really fast, as we all know

killer24 Alex: "then I'd just have to knock it out of you" *laughs* "but I'd be a little gentle though so don't fear"

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she let out a chuckled and nuzzled into his shoulder*

killer24 Alex: "laughing at that, I'm offended. Jeez someone is saying they'd help and you laugh rude" *fakes at taking offence and laughs*

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she smiled* you know Im not laughing at you stupid

killer24 Alex: "of course I know that, not that I care if you did anyway" *shakes his head* "hell if you were depressed I'd purposely do stupid things too make you laugh at me, it's hard to be all emo and depressed when you crack a smile or laugh"

MafiaYJ Babylon: yes, I know *she smiled* i remember when you did that a lot more when I was less... smiley?

killer24 Alex: "and I'd gladly do it again"

MafiaYJ Babylon: I'd imagine you are

killer24 Alex: "oh come on, in your little world of darkness you must have light" *puts his hands together like an angel*

MafiaYJ Babylon: *she made a gagging face* please, you?

killer24 Alex: *shrugs* "why not?, I'm just so awesome and such" *laughs* "I'm kidding anyway, no need to get so dramatic"

MafiaYJ Babylon: I like being dramatic when I get the chance

killer24 Alex: "I noticed, it's like being in a play with you near" *laughs* "quite the Shakespeare aren't you?"

MafiaYJ Babylon: I can be when I want to be

killer24 Alex: "oh and when is that?"

MafiaYJ Babylon: Whenevere I feel like it is when

killer24 Alex: "thought as much"