hey, ever been doing somthing and te feel like uv done it before, i have an answer. ever seen flashfoward on tv, well its kind of like that. some poeple have the ability to see the futer, some of us even remember it so we can prepare for it. it happens wile your asleep, your mind skips foward so u can see wats going to happen, but some poeple cant remember there dreams. unfortuantly we cant change it, wat ever we do it gets us somhow. say i was going to meet somone and they were going to insult so i tried to avoid them, thats wat u did in ur dream. it always gets u no mater were u go, they will find u. now i dont know y people have these dreams they just do. i dont know if this helps anyone

Dear Diary,
Well Matt just left and guess what,Matt gave me his DS and let me borrow it for the week.But that's not all.He kissed me.Okay I thought I was going to freak out.But surprisingly I didn't.I guess I just..I don't know.All i'm saying is that was unexpected.Well he's gone now so i can say this,He is totally HOT.I Amore his shirt.And his pants.And everything else about him.We both Amore games.So that's a thing we hav in common.Anyway, Mello was asking when I would give him his chocolate.I get so annoyed da that sometimes.He askes constantly.Near is the same.Hes just sits there with an emotionless face.Well lights out. Got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
Well today was a normal giorno at wammy's.Matt hung out with me again.Mello asked about his Cioccolato again.I might hit him the successivo time he asks about it heh heh.And Near talked to me today.He actually talked,so that's good.I found Matt hiding in some trees today.He was smoking!!!!I couln't beleive it.I sat da him.asked him what he thought he was doing,and these are his exact words:"I'm trying out something new.I want some thrill in my life."I was coughing,but I listened to every word.Then i told him if he wanted some thrill that maybe I should tell Rodger.Then he detto not that kinda thrill.Then he kissed me again.The smoke filled my mouth and i coughed even more.Then he detto that that baciare was to make sure I wouldn't tell Rodger.Anyway,that aside,I might go to Matt's room to complain about that inccident.Well lights out.Got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
I did it!I met Matt,Mello,and Near.Matt was so nice to me.He gave me a tour of wammy's.I was really happy.Mello gave me a Cioccolato bar.But he detto I owe him another one,except bigger.So I think he was just trying to be nice.But i enjoyed my time with him.Near just kinda talked to me a bit,but he mainly just sat there and answered a few of my questions.But i enjoyed that too. Tomorrow i'm going to hang out più with Matt. They detto something about this guy named L.I've never met him,or even heard of him,but i think i'll get to learn più about him one day.Anyway,I wonder what I should do tomorrow before I meet up with Matt.Oh well.Well lights out.I got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
Well it was my first giorno here at wammy's and I guess it's ok.But i didn't really talk.I've always been to shy to talk to people on the first giorno somewhere.Anyway,I met this guy named Matt.He was really cute.I also met another one his name was Mello.He never ate anything but chocolate.I think i might like him HAHAHA.I met another guy.His name was Near.He was odd.He walked around with an emotionless face and he barely talked at all.I only talked when I was called on,but still he didn't talk.I'm hoping that I meet più kids,and I also hope that i get to actually meet Matt,Mello,and Near.I haven't really met them yet.I only know their names from when the teacher called on them.They seem really nice so tomorrow I will talk to them,and hopefully get to kno them. Well for now i have to go.The teacher detto that we have a lot to do tomorrow.M out.

It's been a few days,and i'm noticing something different.I can't even begin to figure out what this person is.It's like there is another person inside of me.A person who can't be tamed.Someone that has a whole different mind."Who is this other person," is the domanda I ask myself everyday.This other person is not me.It is evil and devilish.This other person has apparently been here my whole life,someone i've never known about.If I had noticed them earlier I would have gotten rid of them.But now it's too late.Will anyone ever help me?Will anyone ever save me from this evil?This new me,it's......it's terrifying. This new me is evil and horrible.I need help. Someone please help me,before I kill myself. I can't live with this evil inside of me anymore.I know someone will help me.Someone is here to help me.They are my friends.Out of the darkness I see them.Everyone is here.All my friends.I'm so happy now.I'm happy because i've been saved from my evil shadow.Thank you.Thank te everyone.

The first time we talked she was in pain. She was crying and wanted happiness. I talked to her and then she was happy. The successivo giorno we decided to be with each other. Over the months we have decided that our Amore is forever. Its me and her. Forever and always.
When we meet the sun will shine on the rainiest day. The birds will sing and nothing will be sad. We will live happily in the place of her choosing until we eventually die. But that wont be for a long time =] Me and her forever.
<3

Dear Diary,
Today was a pretty normal day.I went to class and I did my homework.Matt's comeing over later to hang out with me in a bit.He got a new game and he's going to mostra me how to play it.He's so nice....wait I think that's 'cause he kissed me. Well whatever the reason he's being nice.Mello might come over,I don't know.Anyway,Mello gave me another Cioccolato bar,because I was sad.I was getting bullied and I got in the middle of a fight.J was getting pushed around and i punched the guy who pushed her and it turned into a huge fight between me and 3 other guys.I got beat up pretty good,but I saved J.Mello and Matt helped me patch up my wounds.I was sad because I got in that fight and it hurt.He gave me the Cioccolato bar,but he detto i didn't owe him.I was so surprised.Well Matt just came in.M out.

Dear Diary,
Well it was another normal giorno here at Wammy's. Matt detto that I need to give him his DS back tomorrow.Mello asked about his Cioccolato bar again.Near didn't really talk to me.B and I hung out for a while.B is really nice and I like her. She is a great friend.New people keep coming to Wammy's every 3 days,but it's only like 2 people. Well I finally got Mello's Cioccolato bar,but I need to give it to him.I think i'll do that after I get finished Scrivere this.Matt is coming later to pick up his DS and hang out with me for a bit. I got a book from the biblioteca that I think Matt will enjoy.B detto that there is a girl named J.I think i'll take a look around tomorrow to see if I can find J.I have yet to find my brother and yet to get my memories back,but I know one giorno I will get them back.Well Matt just came in.Got to go.M out.

When I am sad the farfalle fly and dance in the sky.The birds sing in the trees.My dog lays her head on my leg with eyes that look up at me an say "cheer up,I am here for you."But nothing ever works.My Friends come and help.But I will always feel the pain.They get rid of the crying and sadness,but never the pain of the words and the broken heart.The Cuccioli bark,the gattini meow,but everything is silent in this world to me.The only thing that I ever hear is the evil and cuore breaking words of the people around me. The Musica plays,the wind blows,people laugh,but there is no sound.Everything is so quiet.So silent.Almost peaceful.But it will always fill me with sadness to hear this silence.To never here anything anymore,it kills me.The only thing happy I can hear is the words of my friends.The words of happiness.The words of joy from them.It fills me with happiness to hear that.The children play,the phone rings when I am sad.

Dear Diary,
Today was a normal day.I went to class,hung out with Matt,Mello,and Near.But i made a new friend. Her name was B.She is so sweet and friendly.She is one of the superiore, in alto students here,too.Here's the setup:it's Near at first,me at second,B at third, Mello at second(along with me),and Matt at fourth.Then all the other kids down below us.I have worked really hard and im happy that I got this far.B has worked hard,too.We've all worked so hard and we're all happy that we got to where we are now.Well lights out.Got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
Today nothing really happened.I went to class as usual and I hung out with Matt,Mello,and I kinda hung out with Near.When I did see him he didn't say anything,but we still hung out.Me and Matt just talked and walked around.Mello and I talked, and he ate chocolate,as usual.I finished all my homework.The teacher detto we dont have much to do tomorrow,because we did most of the work today. Anyway,now i'm just sitting here on my bed. I think i might go to Matt's room before lights out to talk to him.Now I don't know what to do.I wonder if Matt will let me borrow one of his games for me to play.I also want to borrow the book that Mello has.Although I could just get it from the library.Oh well,i'll settle all that tomorrow.Oh Matt came to my room instead.Well I have to go,now Matt's here.M out.