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…………Merry Christmas! postato più di un anno fa

HOW DARE te TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? segnala NOW!!!!!!!!!!! postato più di un anno fa

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull te down, I just needed te to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. postato più di un anno fa

I didn’t want te to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply Lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed o smiled in più than half anno now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. postato più di un anno fa

Any chance I could get te to vote and maybe leave a commento in this Disney sondaggio I made here:

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I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and commento and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) postato più di un anno fa

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my cuore and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. postato più di un anno fa

Well, I will give te some time and wait for te to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if te have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that più people follow te on tumblr than come to my fanpop profilo that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. postato più di un anno fa

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen da the other people around here. So, te really don’t need to come back if te already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy te being at peace with what te do. I will let te decide if te feel più under surveillance there o bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to te no matter where. postato più di un anno fa

I am also always happy to hear from te and hope that we can stay in touch da trying to keep up writing. postato più di un anno fa

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss te so very much. I feel terrible because te again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that te did. te should read the articolo on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. postato più di un anno fa