Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce te husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my rosa sweater that he'd dato me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss te so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in Amore with you. My memories keep looking for te but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss te so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in Amore with you. My memories keep looking for te but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The successivo day, after eating breakfast, te and Randy go to the spiaggia together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. te and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the Musica plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see te with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle da Randy's father.
te walk down the aisle, feeling your cuore beat so fast and hard that it could kill te right there. te look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets te go and assigns te a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. te go back to the house and te lie on the divano with the whole family near te just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god te scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
te and Randy are in letto together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were te when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked te so much those times and I have te a chance to leave me before but te didn't. Then when te did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when te left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor detto it was ok. He sees te sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits successivo to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for te da breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
te wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair successivo to your bed. te look around and te realize your in a hospital. te can't remember anything that happened to te before except the dizziness te felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees te go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The immagini of te crying your cuore out, shouting that te wanted to live, comes to his mind...