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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then te shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When te were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded da the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no più reason for anything.”
-Edward Cullen
New Moon Chapter 23, Page 514

Edward and I had a long talk last night. We do that a lot. As I told te yesterday, Jacob had asked me some scary domande that made me think of things that I wasn’t quite ready to think about.
Last night after Nessie was asleep, I had asked Edward those same questions. “What would te do if I was ever destroyed?” and “what about Nessie?”
Edward has had to endure watching someone he cared about be destroyed in the past, but this is far più different.
As much as he also didn’t like the questions, he gave me my answer. Edward told me he loves Nessie and me più than anything he has ever loved, o will ever love. He also explained that he feels extremely grateful for Jacob. Jacob is always around, helping out with Nessie, spending time with her, watching her grow. Because Jacob has imprinted on Renesmee, he will protect her with everything he has in him, forever.
Edward summed up his response quite thoughtfully with a few sentences.
“Bella, I wouldn’t be alive if te were no longer with me. My pain would be unbearable. Renesmee would see that and it would cause her a great deal of pain as well. I never want to have to choose between my Amore and my child, and I am going to do everything in my power to make sure I never have to. Everything. I would, however, have to leave with te and trust that Nessie is in good hands with Jacob. I couldn’t be without you. I can’t exist without my Bella.”

Edward kissed me after, and I could feel how powerful each and every one of his words were. I understood, too. We sat in silence for a few moments thinking. Though this was a hard topic to speak of, it is the human version of preparing a will. Not pleasant, but has to be done.

I will never cause Edward’s life to become a moonless night. I will never lead my family in the path of destruction. I Amore them too much. At times, being a newborn vampire can be difficult. I have a gift with controlling my thirst. It still scares me though, to not know what I am fully capable of. I do believe, however, that as long as I keep my family in mind that it’s all I’ll ever need to fully control my thirst. Amore is the most powerful drug. As long as I have my shield, I will stretch it over my family, and keep them out of harms way. I’m no longer the klutzy, weak human I once complained of being. And, I’m no longer the weak human that had caused the Cullens to have to fight. First, with James, then Victoria and her newborns, and lastly, the Volturi.

I still worry about our life in Forks. I am perpetually afraid of people becoming suspicious of my new appearance, o discovering Nessie. Until Nessie reaches full growth, we can’t let her be seen around a lot. She grows too fast. People would know that something was… different.

I am happy though. Edward and I get to spend as much time together as we like. He doesn’t have to be gentle with me anymore, which is great for a lot of things. Lets just say, Nessie sleeps at Carlisle and Esmee’s house some nights, so she doesn’t get woken up. She happens to be sleeping there now. She had gotten sleepy tonight while we were visiting. She was watching the baseball game with Emmett, and fell asleep. We figured we could let her sleep there tonight and have our own “special” little night together.

Edward is waiting for me, and I’m craving the stare from his golden eyes, the taste of his smooth lips and the feel of my fingers through his golden hair. So, until tomorrow… goodnight!

-Bella
posted by 1nickjonas
i dont understand why bella gets her happy ending with that parasite its not like im jelous o anything im just saying.All i wanted was my (SAM ULEY) somtimes i wonder at night how would my life be if i didnt turn into this stupid wolf. Would me and my fairytale long Lost lover have kids but that would nevr happen now that my female organs dont work.I learned to get over after me and jacob had that long talk in the woods that giorno in the woods at the cullens house on potrol.But only if i could take back the hands of time i wouldnt have ever invited emily daown here she wouldnt have ever meeet...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room.
Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair.
A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned.
"I can take her, if te want bell" Rose offered.
i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward.
"no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently.
I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle.
I scuffed my feet accross the floor.
I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go.
edward came into sight.
I Lost all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted più time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 mese old, really gets te up at all hours.
"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do te need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Waking to his side. what più can be said.

A light knock sounded from the door a few feet away.
"Bella"i knew this voice, my best friend, Alice.
"Yeah come in" i groaned. I still felt hazy from the night before. man i have a lot of explaining to do.. how my cuore will need a excuse.a pretty good one. but what the hell, wow i feel like a rebel, noew i feel like a loser for jsut thinking that...
Alice stepped throught the door so gracefully, she put angeli to shame, i rocked back, she was soo beautiful, she dressed in a caress voilet jumpsuit, it clung to every perfection of her body, oh my envy....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!

anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!

I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her cuore that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a giorno i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. te were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...
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posted by holly_twilight
i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat successivo to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat successivo to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair successivo to the letto and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, te are sick and even though this is a hard time for us te will not be allowed to cry." he...
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posted by meeek
Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i detto so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought te couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do te see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one te hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...
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posted by ThatsLeft
I knew te where a vampire, and te seemed like a belle. I find it very ironic that te of all people showed up, just after I started buying shit tons of sand from your now employer. This is how I get to know you. I am the wicked which of central, the only one not deceased. I am 13 similar to 11 from stranger things, predator from universe 13. Nanahuatl otherwise know as sauron, when a slave to Satan. I suppose te work for Satan as most Film do. Is this a trap? I usually break up with movies, except my loves who are deceased. I have 3 v devices and a few v minus, Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. hate them. I also...
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These are my fave Citazioni from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope te enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something più expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when te used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal...
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