Ok sorry this has taken so long but here it is, just in time too. Dont own anything...comment and rate please :) Hehe my authors notes have gotten smaller.
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At that moment Lucas walked in.
I saw House turn sharply and his hands ball up into fists. Lucas came over and put his hand around my waist. It took all I had not to cringe away and leave his touch.
I looked into House's eyes he looked suprised that i was letting Lucas touch me.
"Honey lets get out of here."I heard his voice say. House was suddenly suprised.
"Honey? What's that about? te let him call te that?" House detto getting angry again.
Looking in House's eyes I felt my cuore being ripped out of my chest. He was vulnerable. How did i let this happen?
"Lets go."Lucas almost demanded.
"What are te even doing here?" I spat at him.
"I was worried...I knew House was going too, so I followed you." He finished quietly.
"You had not right to follow me! I am a big girl! I can handel myself!"
I had almost had forgotten House was standing there. When I looked in his innocent eyes. I felt like crying, crying until there was no più reasons to cry.Cry until House held me in his arms. I knew it wasn't going to happen.
House got angry for a reason beyond me. He started to walk towards the bacheca then he punched it. da now Wilson was there and took House away from us.
"Whats wrong?" Lucas asked seeing I was upset.
"I..I Amore House..not you."I detto trying to hold back my tears.
"I know."He detto flatly.
"What?" I asked suprised.
"I know te Amore him and he loves you. Don't worry about me. Go after him."
"Then why-"
"Go before its too late." He detto cutting me off.
I hugged him and told him I wanted to be Friends then I ran after House.When i got out there I ran around the hotel and tried to find him. When I didnt find him anywhere i knew where he was. I ran to the elevator and went to the top. I felt my cuore start beating faster when I saw him. I knew why this place was so fimillar, we had come here for med school.
"House..."I detto trying to keep my breaths steady.
"What Cuddy?" He asked. He sounded so..so broken. I wanted to cry.
"I..Im sorry...I never wanted to hurt you...I..I just thought I needed someone for Rachel and well...I didn't think te would want her...so I went out with Lucas....But tonight I realized...I could never Amore anyone but you." I started to cry as I though of had happened her last time. We had kissed when we were in college.
"I...I Amore te too Cuddy and Lucas knew that that's why it bothered me più that it should have."
"Can te forgive me?" I asked hoping he would say yes.
" Cuddy, I will always Amore te but it will take a while to get over this..."
"Ok."
He started to walk away..I had to think quick I grabbed his hand and spun him around. I gave him a quick baciare to tell him that I really did still Amore him and I let him go.
When he walked away I looked out at the city lights they were beautiful and then I sighed. Amore was a losing game.
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At that moment Lucas walked in.
I saw House turn sharply and his hands ball up into fists. Lucas came over and put his hand around my waist. It took all I had not to cringe away and leave his touch.
I looked into House's eyes he looked suprised that i was letting Lucas touch me.
"Honey lets get out of here."I heard his voice say. House was suddenly suprised.
"Honey? What's that about? te let him call te that?" House detto getting angry again.
Looking in House's eyes I felt my cuore being ripped out of my chest. He was vulnerable. How did i let this happen?
"Lets go."Lucas almost demanded.
"What are te even doing here?" I spat at him.
"I was worried...I knew House was going too, so I followed you." He finished quietly.
"You had not right to follow me! I am a big girl! I can handel myself!"
I had almost had forgotten House was standing there. When I looked in his innocent eyes. I felt like crying, crying until there was no più reasons to cry.Cry until House held me in his arms. I knew it wasn't going to happen.
House got angry for a reason beyond me. He started to walk towards the bacheca then he punched it. da now Wilson was there and took House away from us.
"Whats wrong?" Lucas asked seeing I was upset.
"I..I Amore House..not you."I detto trying to hold back my tears.
"I know."He detto flatly.
"What?" I asked suprised.
"I know te Amore him and he loves you. Don't worry about me. Go after him."
"Then why-"
"Go before its too late." He detto cutting me off.
I hugged him and told him I wanted to be Friends then I ran after House.When i got out there I ran around the hotel and tried to find him. When I didnt find him anywhere i knew where he was. I ran to the elevator and went to the top. I felt my cuore start beating faster when I saw him. I knew why this place was so fimillar, we had come here for med school.
"House..."I detto trying to keep my breaths steady.
"What Cuddy?" He asked. He sounded so..so broken. I wanted to cry.
"I..Im sorry...I never wanted to hurt you...I..I just thought I needed someone for Rachel and well...I didn't think te would want her...so I went out with Lucas....But tonight I realized...I could never Amore anyone but you." I started to cry as I though of had happened her last time. We had kissed when we were in college.
"I...I Amore te too Cuddy and Lucas knew that that's why it bothered me più that it should have."
"Can te forgive me?" I asked hoping he would say yes.
" Cuddy, I will always Amore te but it will take a while to get over this..."
"Ok."
He started to walk away..I had to think quick I grabbed his hand and spun him around. I gave him a quick baciare to tell him that I really did still Amore him and I let him go.
When he walked away I looked out at the city lights they were beautiful and then I sighed. Amore was a losing game.
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Ok there it is guys! Sorry it took so long wow just in time! XD Tell me what te think. BTW this is the song for this part of the fic. If te havent seen it Click NOW!!! XD
link
te watching yet? te should be! XD Tell me what te think! :)
da the way this pick made since and I like it XD
When does Amore become something we need, rather than something we want? Amore was seen as something special a long time ago. Now Amore is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. Amore is common currency when te are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older te get. Do we not care about the substance of what Amore was and not what it has been made into today da commercialisation from American Film and Televisione commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience Amore for real, can we commento and judge others who are in Love. Amore means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of Amore is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? Amore is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.