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Chapter 12
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This time. I didnt pass out. I was awake while my father sank his teeth into my collar bone. I screamed in agony, from i what could only describe as venom was painfully stuck into my bite wound. AS he pleasured himself i turned my emotions off, and went into thought about having a repeat of the unborn. I thought of never having kids, and i felt a hole in my heart...Never having kids...Never being a mother... Even now...at my age...I'm nearly 725...But...

Chapter 11
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I flinched awake after this. I held my breath for a long time...The burning in my lungs I'm supposed to get when i do that, never came...I took in a breath and i felt my chest contract but i didn't feel the need for it. I looked around the room, it was dark but my eyes focused on everything like it was perfect light. I smelled...everything...the wood, the horses...and the smell of him. I sat up much quicker than I'm used to, it made me feel dizzy. This caused me to hold my head. 'Father?'I asked and my gazed regained it focus and i saw him sitting on th chair watching...

Chapter 9
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As the weeks pasted they turned to months. My stomach grew larger and i did my best to hide it. When my father got drunk he no longer abused me. For this i thanked my baby. I spoke to her every night. I was sure she was a girl. She was an Angel sent from my mother to protect me in her place. I had named her Vania...It means gift from God...And i know thats what she is. I was no longer able to ride, but i could read.

I cleaned the house and made perfect dinners every night for father. I knew in my mind this happiness would not last...But at least for the moment...It...

Chapter 8
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I wish i could say, things got easier...But they didn't. Things got worse. Dad continued to bring people home to unisciti in his "fun". I stopped crying and began to build up anger inside of me. Anger for my mum. Anger for my dad and anger for myself. I was angry at my mum for marrying this man. For letting him do this to me! It made me angry at God! I was not a bad person! I used to tip cows in the Jameson's field but i never killed anyone. So why was he letting these men touch me! I was angry at my father. He was supposed to Amore me, not do these disgusting acts upon...

Chapter 7
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I was thankful when i passed out. The pain from that night is one that haunts me even now... The emotional turmoil is something that even immortality can not take. My father. my protector. Let these men touch me. I had known what my father had done to me was wrong...i was damn sure no one else's father did this to them in our village...but who would believe me? Everyone saw my father as a strong proud father. I would be locked up o worse...Whipped.

I felt sick when i woke up that morning. The feeling of disgust stuck in my throat, making me gag and heave...

Chapter 6
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The successivo few months passed quickly, i returned to school when the bruise healed and nothing più was detto about it. I guessed my father did not remember what happened and maybe that was best...

Sadly it took me a few weeks to get the replaying memory out of my head. I woke up screaming a few nights. My cuscino was soaked with tears. When i returned to school, i found it hard to focus. The only class i could think properly was maths. The numbers took me away from this horrible nightmare and things made sense.

In the following season, the coldness swept in the house....

Chapter 5
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The successivo morning i woke up, stiff and sore. The smell of stale whiskey hung in the air. I sat up and painfully opened the window. When the light shone in to my letto i gasped. There was blood...my blood...all over the clean sheets. My nightdress was ruined and father was no where to be seen. I guessed he had gone on to work. I sat on the floor and sobbed. I didn't understand...Why had he done that to me...I begged him to stop...i screamed in pain and he had hit me, hurt me once più to silence me. I felt ashamed. My father had never once seen me without my clothes,...

Chapter 4
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The service was long, and for a 9 anno old child. Boring. I could hardly keep my eyes open, my eye lids felt heavy and it hurt to fight them to keep them awake. My father went from person to person and thanked them. I stood with Carson, he sneaked me a few sweets from my bag and smiled every now and then. We held hands through the service and come the end when the cold hit me like a thousand daggers, he put his giacca over my shoulders, and helped lead me to where my mother was to be buried. She did not have a headstone yet, it was to be placed after. Father told...

Chapter 3
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I climbed the stairs to my room and i sat on my bed. I brought my knees to my chest and i sobbed silently. I couldn't understand what i had done...The night was silent and i jumped up realizing i had forgotten about Carson. I stood da my window that faced out over the fields and stables. I opened my window and hung out it. As the cool nighs air hit my face and my wet cheeks felt cold. 'Carson!' I whispered. 'Evie?' I heard the reply from the south of my window. I looked down to see Carson with fieno in his hair, his arm waving like mad 'Are te OK!?I heard yelling!'...

Chapter 2
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The following giorno continued almost as normal if te took out the part where half the village and the minister and the undertaker arrived to ensure my mother was dead and rid her body of any harmful spirits. I watched them from the chair in the living room, I did not like to see my mother poked and probed like some creature. I nearly Lost my temper when they removed her nightdress but father saw me and held his finger to his lip to silence me. “They have to change her into a beautiful dress for when she enters God’s kingdom” he told me. God. Who is this man and...

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Chapter 1
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I kicked my white door shut and listened to it slam. Flinging myself on the large four poster bed. The silk sheets under my arms were cool. I sighed and closed my large jade eyes. 'Stupid people!' I yelled.

I suppose i had better start da telling te my name. Im Raine. I dont have a last name...well i do. But i dont use it. My parents are the worst. They own the biggest business in Yellow Springs, Ohio. Thats oddly enough where i live. Talk about a small town there is about 3,800 people living in this town. My parents, Stella and James Kingsly,...

Chapter 17
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I looked to Evie, my jaw hung open slightly 'You...what?' My voice was a small whisper. Jasper sighed then i could tell he was getting annoyed. 'Evie tell her.' He detto his tone final. She shrugged, 'Finnnne' As if it took her a great deal of energy. She cleared her throat and looked directly at me 'Dont think lower of me...I had reasons.' Her south twang echoed in my mind as i tried to think of the reasons she would need to kill Jasper? o even think about it...He is so gentle..kind, sweet and loving...I heared someone clear their throat. I glanced up to...

Chapter 16
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I had only known Evie a few hours, but her company was so enjoyable! Fair enough she was cruel the odd time and made mean jokes about those who looked less than us. I was used to it, when te live with Rosalie. But the plane was good, i did her hair and she chatted happily, she never mentioned her and Jasper, and i found this respectful of her. It made things less awkward. When the plane landed we walked to my car. I lifted my keys and she took my left hand quickly and looked closely to my hand 'My...thats a fine looking ring!' She was indicating to my engagement...

Chapter 15
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I was slammed to the floor and pinned there. 'Let me go! I pose no threat!' I began to plead. 'Let her up...' Aro's voice was like a clear campana, bell through the room. I stood up and brushed myself down 'Thank you' I detto through clenched teeth. His eyes were large and interested. 'What do te need of Miss Fintan?' He asked reaching his hand out to me. I reached out to him and he took my hand. It was silent as he read through my thoughts. When he released my hand he chuckled darkly 'Ah. I see' Was all he could say. 'Well lovely Alice. The last we were told was she...

Chapter 14
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Folding up the letter and the journal i tucked them into my bag. I knew what i had to do. Nothing would be fixed if i sat and cried here. I had to catch a grip of myself. Saddly i didnt need Emmett o Edward with me...Emmett would be annoyed but such is life. I packed my bag and left for my car. I had a long trip...Glad i packed my passport.

Sitting in my little car i hit the radio on and began to drive to the airport. I was glad of the gloomy weather, it matched my mood. The clouds where thick like they were about to burst...Like my thoughts in my head.

I reached...

Chapter 13
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My foot never lifted from the gas pedal. I sped through lights, overtaking cars, I had no reason to slow down. When myself and Emmett had calmed down we stopped the car to realize we were in the south of Seattle. 'Emmett..? What happened your head?' I asked pointing out the small dent in his head. He sighed and rubbed it 'She hit me with her wedding ring' He grumbled and i shook my head. 'I'm sorry Emmett this is all my fault...-' Emmett cut me off 'Alice. Its not your fault! I don't know why Rose is recitazione like this ! I wonder does she even Amore me sometimes!...

Chapter 12
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Everyone just stared at Carlisle for a moment. The story was informative and also a relief to know that he had not also been with her. Rosalie spoke first 'Emmett...I'm sorry Ive been such a cow...' Before she could finish Edward looked at her with saddened eyes 'I'm just annoyed watching Bella throw away her life, i'm angry because she is throwing away the chance to have a life i wanted...' Emmett wrapped his arms around her and kissed her head 'I know... babe.' He pulls her to his knee and she rests her head on his large shoulder, he rocks her comfortingly....

Chapter 11
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Carlisle looked down almost as if he were ashamed. And i closed my eyes tight and prayed silently 'Please if there is a god...Don't let this happen to Esme too!'. I felt Edward hug me again and we all stared at Carlisle. When he picked up his gaze again his eyes widened at what we thought 'NO! nononono!' He pleaded, 'I do not know her through that. It was when i was still living with the Volturi' He detto and his tone was low and i understood. 'Go on Carlisle..' Emmett urged, he loved a good story, and normally if the Volturi were involved there was a fight, and...

Chapter 10
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We drove the 2 giorno journey laughing and chatting about the common things, i Amore spending time with Emmett. His whole upbeat nature and sense of humor is really enough to put anyone in good mood. So the radio was used and we sang to a few songs, got some odd glances then Emmett started playing give the passers da the twos. This got us evil glares and few 'EFF YOUS!' Yelled at us. Emmett took this in his stride and laughed. Him booming laugh scared the people half to death. So the car journey flew in and i wished it hadn't. I really enjoyed it!

We pulled up into...

Chapter 9
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We drove in silence for nearly an hour. Not even his hight tech radio was on. His massive speakers in the back and boot were put to waste. Emmett's face looked as hard as stone. His emotion was taken over da hurt and anger. If Rosalie had a new boy on the scene...Emmett would make short work of him.

We watched his SAT NAV and the hours flew in. The daylight came and passed again. We soon started to talk. 'Emmett i think she was just upset...' I muttered. He grunted 'It would be different if i knew what she was upset about!' He raged. I sat in thought about it and...