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Chapter 8
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I sat staring at the book for what felt like a long time. I then made up my mind. Id read the journal...then confront Jasper. That way i know all of it, and he can explain or...as Emmett says 'Shit will hit the fan'.

I flicked open the journal again and sighed scanning past the bath scene. There was a lump in my throat the size of a golf ball. But i knew this was the right thing to do. As i opened on the right page the bedroom door swung open and i looked up like a guilty child who'd be caught eating before dinner. It was Emmett his face looked bored and he stormed...

Chapter 6
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I sat with Edward in silence, apart from my odd sob. He read through my thoughts and memories from the journal. I didn't need to speak and that was nice. 'You know Alice...Ive never heard him think about Evie? Ever, so maybe he never told te about her because she never meant enough?' Edward suggested. I nodded to this 'But why did he write in such detail? He made her sound like some kind of angel...'I trailed off at the mental image of him with someone else and i flinched. 'Al...don't think about things like that. That will rip te up.' Edward rubbed my shoulders....

Chapter 5
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I blinked hard looking to the Cullen house. I walked in and Edward would grab me da the hand and pull me into the living room. He would sit me down and make me tell him everything that happened even if i couldn't say it. He would get angry and upset for my side...
Shaking my head then blinking hard looking to the window of the living room. Edward is there. Ive been gone for 3 days, but i couldn't return i just felt like an emotional train wreck every time i thought of seeing him again...The same thoughts kept screaming themselves at me and i knew it wouldn't take Edward...

Chapter 4
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I lay there for what felt like forever...I knew it was possibly only a few minuti and i knew i had to keep my mind off that journal...one emotion slip and he would know.

As hard as i tried i couldn't keep my mind off it...Her wrote about her in so much detail...he couldn't stop looking at her...Suddenly i felt the silence of the room, no longer was Jasper turning a page of his book. There was no sound of him breathing (not like he needs to but it just feels right) I held my breath then and slowly opened my eyes to see Jasper on his side, the book folded over at...

Due to the demands...here is
Chapter 3
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I sat up in the letto looking to the mass of clothes on the floor. I listed to Jasper hum in the doccia and i pulled on a nightdress. Leaning over to the beside drawer i lifted the journal and flicked it open...If he wasn't going to tell me about Evie id find out myself...

My eyes scanned down the first page, his Scrivere normally neat and in perfect cursive was scrawly and untidy. There was a smudge on the bottom corner and what looked like blood rimmed the edge of the page. I began to read into myself in fear of Jasper o any of the others...

Chapter 2
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Looking to his journal page i couldn't grasp it...Evie? Was this a person? o code for something? If it was a person what was she important enough to have a journal wrote about her...He never mentioned someone else...but honestly it never came up. I can see into the future not the past and i know its a painful subject for Jasper to re-think... But why wouldn't he have told me about another woman...

I'm not the jealous type...But this worried me...If she was important enough to have a journal wrote about her...was she still in touch with her? I don't know her so i wouldn't...