i am a nopony..someone who is invisible to the public...like i never existed...why was i even born,i mean there's no use for somepony like me...its hopeless...i will forever be alone,i felt as though i was only created to experience pain,i almost committed suicide,but if it wasnt for my family's love,i would be dead right now,but still in this wretched place...i was practically dead anyway so whats the use?
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"(ugh...the school year,again)" i grit my teeth as my mom and i circled through the markets to buy new school supplies,going through stall to stall with busy ponies roaming around...in just a few days i will be getting in 'Ponyville Ace Academy' the name kind of sound cool,but its a public school,not that i have any problem with it but i was supposed to be enrolled in 'Cloudsdale Elite Flyers University' im usually okay with anywhere near home but the reason i want to go there so badly is because of the hope that i might be able to start again,to change this awful fate...but in the end,here i am,same old same old
the successivo few days were pretty normal for me,but as the days go nearer and nearer to the school anno i can already feel myself falling to darkness,again. anno da anno its always the same,its like im actually getting used to being alone but still feeling that comes along with it...im an anti-social,i get it...you know i want to get out of this cage,assuming i grabbed opportunities to escape...but i never did...i...i was scared for some reason...maybe they would not accept me for being so different,so i shut myself away,still trapped inside...invisible outside
being at that cursed building they call 'school',its terrible! it may be all smiles and laughter for the others,but for me,its the opposite: going to school alone,eating recess alone,studying alone,and going home still alone...watching my happy classmates from the sidelines,being normal...it makes me feel jealous,why wasnt i like them? why cant i have a normal life like them? but they're not to blame...its me,i never did anything to change,its my fault!
whats this?...tears?...why am i crying?! waaaah!
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my backpack ready and uniform set,im off to school
"c'mon mom,lets go!" i said,my mom is going with me to school-just to mostra me around since its my first day,of course- walking around the streets of Ponyville with the new students of Ponyville Elementary skipping....fear crept inside me as we go by
finally at our destination,i swallowed a huge lump of dread in my throat,going through the big gates,revealing multicolored school facilities with freshman talking to their fellow students
"hey,Aurora?" i was broken from my daze with the sound of mom's voice
"what is it?" i replied,looking at her curiously
"well...do te want me to stay a bit più o just let te go da yourself?" i quickly froze,im already a whimp even with mom but alone? no way!
"no! please just stay for even a few più minutes?" i told her,looking with cucciolo dog eyes
"...okay then...oh boy! my baby is becoming a woman!" she detto dragging me into a hug which i declined-im not the 'touchy' kind of pony,you see
"Welcome students! to Ponyville Ace Academy! here te will start your new life as high school students-for the freshman,but as for your seniors here,good luck on your advancement!-..." the principal started with the orientation for the new students and the third years...kinda boring,if te ask me
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after the orientation we were tasked to find our names on the board along with our sections,my mom helped me with that
"here...you are!" my mom detto pointing to my name on the board "you're in a pilot section! with your advisor Miss Cherryburst" she added,after that we went right in front of the room i'll be spending the whole anno with
"Aurora!" i heard a voice from a behind...a very familiar voice
"Orange Citrus" i spoke,she was my classmate for 6 years in Elementary and was our 5th honorary student last year
"Oh,she's your classmate before,right? well its so nice that te would be able to be this anno too! o the years to come,hopefully" my mom intersected "oh,would te please do me a favor and be Aurora's friend?"
"(no...mom...)" i groaned,glaring at her from behind which paid off as she got the message i was giving her
"well...im going to be late for work,besides there's te teacher,goodbye!" mom detto to me,talking a bit to my new teacher before she departed
"okay students,just come inside and take whichever sede, sedile te want and then we'll start our own orientation" she said,we followed her instruction but i feel- "(urggg...!)" what kind of social activity will await me now!?
~~~ ~~~ ~~~
"(ugh...the school year,again)" i grit my teeth as my mom and i circled through the markets to buy new school supplies,going through stall to stall with busy ponies roaming around...in just a few days i will be getting in 'Ponyville Ace Academy' the name kind of sound cool,but its a public school,not that i have any problem with it but i was supposed to be enrolled in 'Cloudsdale Elite Flyers University' im usually okay with anywhere near home but the reason i want to go there so badly is because of the hope that i might be able to start again,to change this awful fate...but in the end,here i am,same old same old
the successivo few days were pretty normal for me,but as the days go nearer and nearer to the school anno i can already feel myself falling to darkness,again. anno da anno its always the same,its like im actually getting used to being alone but still feeling that comes along with it...im an anti-social,i get it...you know i want to get out of this cage,assuming i grabbed opportunities to escape...but i never did...i...i was scared for some reason...maybe they would not accept me for being so different,so i shut myself away,still trapped inside...invisible outside
being at that cursed building they call 'school',its terrible! it may be all smiles and laughter for the others,but for me,its the opposite: going to school alone,eating recess alone,studying alone,and going home still alone...watching my happy classmates from the sidelines,being normal...it makes me feel jealous,why wasnt i like them? why cant i have a normal life like them? but they're not to blame...its me,i never did anything to change,its my fault!
whats this?...tears?...why am i crying?! waaaah!
~~~ ~~~ ~~~
my backpack ready and uniform set,im off to school
"c'mon mom,lets go!" i said,my mom is going with me to school-just to mostra me around since its my first day,of course- walking around the streets of Ponyville with the new students of Ponyville Elementary skipping....fear crept inside me as we go by
finally at our destination,i swallowed a huge lump of dread in my throat,going through the big gates,revealing multicolored school facilities with freshman talking to their fellow students
"hey,Aurora?" i was broken from my daze with the sound of mom's voice
"what is it?" i replied,looking at her curiously
"well...do te want me to stay a bit più o just let te go da yourself?" i quickly froze,im already a whimp even with mom but alone? no way!
"no! please just stay for even a few più minutes?" i told her,looking with cucciolo dog eyes
"...okay then...oh boy! my baby is becoming a woman!" she detto dragging me into a hug which i declined-im not the 'touchy' kind of pony,you see
"Welcome students! to Ponyville Ace Academy! here te will start your new life as high school students-for the freshman,but as for your seniors here,good luck on your advancement!-..." the principal started with the orientation for the new students and the third years...kinda boring,if te ask me
~~~ ~~~ ~~~
after the orientation we were tasked to find our names on the board along with our sections,my mom helped me with that
"here...you are!" my mom detto pointing to my name on the board "you're in a pilot section! with your advisor Miss Cherryburst" she added,after that we went right in front of the room i'll be spending the whole anno with
"Aurora!" i heard a voice from a behind...a very familiar voice
"Orange Citrus" i spoke,she was my classmate for 6 years in Elementary and was our 5th honorary student last year
"Oh,she's your classmate before,right? well its so nice that te would be able to be this anno too! o the years to come,hopefully" my mom intersected "oh,would te please do me a favor and be Aurora's friend?"
"(no...mom...)" i groaned,glaring at her from behind which paid off as she got the message i was giving her
"well...im going to be late for work,besides there's te teacher,goodbye!" mom detto to me,talking a bit to my new teacher before she departed
"okay students,just come inside and take whichever sede, sedile te want and then we'll start our own orientation" she said,we followed her instruction but i feel- "(urggg...!)" what kind of social activity will await me now!?
