Part 3: How can I choose between my head and heart?
Bella’s POV:
Then Niall and 3 other boys were playing football, so there were only me and Zayn, Mihrap at home. Mihrap was doing Maths homework. I had done it before so then I had nothing to do. I wanted to watch TV but I couldn’t find the remote. It must have been Niall that brought it to Zayn’s room yesterday. I came to knock Zayn’s door, whispering:
“Zayn! Zayn! Do te have the remote in your room?”
Noone answered me. I quietly opened the door and walked inside. When I was finding the remote in his roon, suddenly I heard his voice:
“What are te doing here, Bella?”
I turned back and saw Zayn shirtless. He had just took a bath and then he only had a washcloth covering his bottom. The water dropped on his body. His hair was totally wet. I had never seen Zayn shirtless before. His body was so hot and perfect. I couldn’t take my eyes off him. I couldn’t do anything but look at him without winking.
“Don’t…” Zayn detto confusedly.
“What’s up with that?” I asked thoughtlessly.
Suddenly he walked to me unexpectedly and pushed his lips on mine without doubt. His lips were so soft and sweet-smelling. I fell into his baciare naturally. I didn’t know why but I found his baciare very familiar. All of a sudden, I burst into tears. Tears dropped on my cheek while I was baciare Zayn back very hard. I felt so guilty because I loved his kisses so much. Zayn kissed my teardrops. He pulled me down on his bed. He kissed my neck and down on my chest. I was panting very hard. Zayn began to take my camicia off and throw it on the ground . The worst thing was that I let him do it. I couldn’t do anything. Zayn made me feel the heat inside my body. He burned every centimetre of my body.
Zayn panted:
“I Amore you, Bella.”
Then he put his hand inside my skinny tight shorts and finally took it out of my thigh.
“What kind of girl am I? What the fuck am I doing? How about Niall? How about my true feelings?” I thought.
But how could I choose between my head and heart? My head told me to stop it but my body couldn’t do that. Then Zayn carried me in his arms and kissed me deeply. I hugged his neck and my legs covered his waist tightly. I hated myseld when I kissed him like that. Zayn began to undo my bra and then threw it onto the bed. He pulled me down onto the ground and we made out. I even couldn’t breathe anymore. All of sudden, someone opened the door, saying:
“Oh Zayn, can te lend me…”
We both looked up and saw Niall’s shocked face. At that moment, I knew I Lost my Niall forever.
Bella’s POV:
Then Niall and 3 other boys were playing football, so there were only me and Zayn, Mihrap at home. Mihrap was doing Maths homework. I had done it before so then I had nothing to do. I wanted to watch TV but I couldn’t find the remote. It must have been Niall that brought it to Zayn’s room yesterday. I came to knock Zayn’s door, whispering:
“Zayn! Zayn! Do te have the remote in your room?”
Noone answered me. I quietly opened the door and walked inside. When I was finding the remote in his roon, suddenly I heard his voice:
“What are te doing here, Bella?”
I turned back and saw Zayn shirtless. He had just took a bath and then he only had a washcloth covering his bottom. The water dropped on his body. His hair was totally wet. I had never seen Zayn shirtless before. His body was so hot and perfect. I couldn’t take my eyes off him. I couldn’t do anything but look at him without winking.
“Don’t…” Zayn detto confusedly.
“What’s up with that?” I asked thoughtlessly.
Suddenly he walked to me unexpectedly and pushed his lips on mine without doubt. His lips were so soft and sweet-smelling. I fell into his baciare naturally. I didn’t know why but I found his baciare very familiar. All of a sudden, I burst into tears. Tears dropped on my cheek while I was baciare Zayn back very hard. I felt so guilty because I loved his kisses so much. Zayn kissed my teardrops. He pulled me down on his bed. He kissed my neck and down on my chest. I was panting very hard. Zayn began to take my camicia off and throw it on the ground . The worst thing was that I let him do it. I couldn’t do anything. Zayn made me feel the heat inside my body. He burned every centimetre of my body.
Zayn panted:
“I Amore you, Bella.”
Then he put his hand inside my skinny tight shorts and finally took it out of my thigh.
“What kind of girl am I? What the fuck am I doing? How about Niall? How about my true feelings?” I thought.
But how could I choose between my head and heart? My head told me to stop it but my body couldn’t do that. Then Zayn carried me in his arms and kissed me deeply. I hugged his neck and my legs covered his waist tightly. I hated myseld when I kissed him like that. Zayn began to undo my bra and then threw it onto the bed. He pulled me down onto the ground and we made out. I even couldn’t breathe anymore. All of sudden, someone opened the door, saying:
“Oh Zayn, can te lend me…”
We both looked up and saw Niall’s shocked face. At that moment, I knew I Lost my Niall forever.
Yesterday was an amazing giorno and a milestone in our One Direction calender. We had our first radio play today and it was an incredible experience for all of us. We waited so long for today and it finally arrived! A big thank te to Scott Mills for being an amazing host and putting us at ease, we were very very nervous this morning and Scott made it a very enjoyable interview for us. It was the most surreal experience of my life so a BIG thankyou Radio One, Scott and the team.
Lastly I want to say a huge thank te to all of te fan for all your support and for being so patient whilst we made the record. Your support so far has been amazing and we wouldn’t be here without te so I hope te like the record! We can’t wait to get out there and perform it! A massive thanks to everyone for pre ordering :) and please keep spreading the word as there is lots più to come!!
Lots of Amore Liam and the boys xxx
Lastly I want to say a huge thank te to all of te fan for all your support and for being so patient whilst we made the record. Your support so far has been amazing and we wouldn’t be here without te so I hope te like the record! We can’t wait to get out there and perform it! A massive thanks to everyone for pre ordering :) and please keep spreading the word as there is lots più to come!!
Lots of Amore Liam and the boys xxx
Hello to anyone who is Leggere this,
I am doing a review on the song Midnight Memories, which is on their newest album "Midnight Memories"
In my opinion, this is their best song yet. Although it is a different style from the rest of their songs, I think the rock style has brought out a different style to the band personality wise.
The Musica video is really creative and shows the strong friendships and bonds between all of the boys. The video is also fun to watch.
complessivamente, generale I think this song is the best on the album because it is different o their normal genre of pop and they have turned a bit rock.
Please commento your thoughts of this song!
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I am doing a review on the song Midnight Memories, which is on their newest album "Midnight Memories"
In my opinion, this is their best song yet. Although it is a different style from the rest of their songs, I think the rock style has brought out a different style to the band personality wise.
The Musica video is really creative and shows the strong friendships and bonds between all of the boys. The video is also fun to watch.
complessivamente, generale I think this song is the best on the album because it is different o their normal genre of pop and they have turned a bit rock.
Please commento your thoughts of this song!
♥