Okay I dont understand

Okay so I have been a ophan since I was like 1 giorno old and I am forced to grow up one night I was out on my roof and I saw a boy I asked him who he was and he detto Peter and ever since then I felt like im being watched and all I dream about is him! Is something wrong with me? Im 14 and people call me a beliver and a dreamer and all I ever think about is Peter! Is that normal?