When I got off the phone with Cameron I sat there in my letto for a lil bit roc came in and sat da me Wat's goin on he detto I was still looking into spazio when I detto before h were famous have u liked someone like in your childhood year. Um ...ya sure? He detto no like u I don't know like u feel u love..like Amore them well like really close to them I said. U mean someone u giorno dream about he asked. YES! I detto h felt that way before rite. Ya he detto but I got over them- how soon I quickly detto interrupting him. I..er...idk he detto like it depents is there someone in mind? He asked. Well yes... no. I was tiered of lying. Yes I finally said. Who he detto kind of worried. I looked at him o not me like my friend he moved and we liked each other and I don't really have feelings for him but he does for me he kind of looked irritated (like ':(...) well now tell me do te have feelings for him he asked well no not anymore I cant believe I lied again and hard. He looked away and shook him head I turned his head da his chin and kissed him I pushed him down on the letto he didn't even look like he was trying to baciare me his hands were at bis side and he didn't even sposta his lips at all u pushed him Wat's your problem I told u not any more! I said. He sighed will I have to talk to h about something he faced me deep In my eyes id don't know it not that I don't trust u but I'm worried he detto uh wat! I detto so wat r u saying I dint know if this thing is working- wat thing I interrupted again faith imnit making this difficult he said. Are u breaking up with me. Oh faith he grabbed my waist and lied me down to baciare my neck I pushed my hand through his hair and kissed him back but all he wanted to do was baciare my neck I laughed tehe that tickles I detto he got up and laughed he pushed me deeper Into the letto and kissed me some più he un unbuttoned my camicia and kissed from my lips down to my belly button were I pulled his head up to baciare his lips I wrapped my legs arount his waist as he picked me up and took me to the bathroom I finally took the rest of my camicia off along with his I unbuckled my pants and slipped into the tub he was still baciare me so he fell to he screwed the bathtub on and we were laying on the bathtub floor my bra strap feel and then unbuckled at the back he unbuckled the secondo loop still baciare me I went up once for a breath this boy got skills the water started pounding on my face and Cameron poled him my head I start struck a d frooze up my eyes were wide and didn't blink roc reached over and went in a cabinet for something I wasnt moving be he was still baciare me he knocked a dozen of things down and graps something. That's in a wrapper at first I did t notice but then he pushed of form baciare me and unwraped it omg I though in my head it was a condom a few secondi later he was kissind me Again turned off the tap picked me up again and put to towels on the letto room tavolo locked the door and set me on the tavolo he was biting his lips and smiling when he started baciare me again Cameron popped back up in my head I pushed him off grapped a towel ran to the bathroom. And got dry and dressed I walked back I. The room and saw roc shiftless just putting on his pants my hair was wet and I grapped his hand and with out saying a word I took him to the balcany he never detto anything. He broke the silince da laughing. Wat happened he detto I didn't answer a few minuts later he turned to me and detto were u scared? No it just. My dad come in detto hi and put to chair down cuz he saw we were standing for a long time I detto hi daddy and sat down wait wat?!?!? I turned around daddy!?! My dad was ok with all of it everything that happened throughout our vacation except the sex part he didn't even know about that omg my dad if affically daddy coo lol well roc was surprised and then he sat and we got back on subject so he detto were u? Was I wat I asked? Scared he said. Scared of wat? I asked. U know having sex with me. Uh no? I detto its jus...idk its complacated I detto see he detto this is the stuff that worries me its like ur binding something and that make me feel like I cant be trusted. O roc I hugged him its just things are hard rite now u know. See faith no I dont know he pushed me of him. But I can if u tell me. Did u just get out of a relationship? He asked no i detto but if I tell he we r gonna have to brake up. I detto faith well hiding things is not goin any where we can get through this ur my lil mama bad I promise u. He detto I tooka deep breath and detto well idk I think I.....well I really miss Cameron and it just the last thing I even detto to him was y didn't u tell me sooner and I cried and I never talk to him after that the last thing he detto to me that made me so jumpy was then ...u know how h bit your lip a sexy like well that's wat he did and water I remember when he saved me when I was drowning and it made me so sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza around him the last thing he did was baciare my neck but that one time he didn't make me all flitery like he us to cuz I was mad he was leaving me and now that I'm just hearing from hi. Again. Is idk just makes me Amore him again. o something and...(I started crying) and its like I cant controls my emotions he held me I. His arms while I just sat and cried I could have stopped crying a long time fa but I loved the way he held me so I jus cried some more. He finally picked me up and changed my covers and tucked me In he was bout to leave when I told him to lay down with me we talked about our dreams and future but I stopped there because I dreamed to live till I die with Cameron as my husband when I was a lil girl roc? Ya he detto would u leave me if u had that baby? Wat no I would never do that wat makes u think that? He asked well ur ..famous and all so it would have been it the news magazines and that could ruin your career. Dang he detto he looked at the ground i still wouldn't leave u he said. Honest I asked of course bae he detto I finally feel asleep roc kissed my forhead he turned out the light and left