This 15 anno old girl used to maintain a common diary with her 13 anno old best friend in which they wrote how they felt about each other and their friendship. When she discovered that her friend who had been a patient of clinical depression had tried to kill herself, she wrote this in the diary and it brought her best friend to tears...
The names have been changed as per author's request...
November 13
Dear Amira,
K so... without going on about any trivial stuff this time, te should know that I've più than you'd expect to say about stuff I usually don't go on about on phone o in person...
When I heard about your suicide attempt from Jaya and the others, it took some time (visibly an understatement) to process. To be extremely honest, I was hurt... When I finally got everything in my head, I felt extremely hurt...
te most probably didn't tell me because te thought I'd cry, be pissed, be worried to death, o te won't be able to face me anymore, but let me tell you, not telling me was only worse...
Right now, I could go on about how it must be tough on te o try to provide te with solace but I want to be completely honest with you.
Talk to me when you're feeling that way dumbo!! That's exactly what I'm there for! When te called me up and detto that the reason te managed to restrain yourself from such an attempt earlier was the feeling that te won't get to talk to me if te died, IT MADE ME HAPPY!! It made me soo happy that I could cry te know! I COULD LITERALLY CRY!
When all this came out the way it wasn't supposed to, I wanted to just.. slap some sense into you... I wanted to slap te soo hard! But then, I realized that the one at fault is me... I am the one who should be slapped, for più reasons that I'd like to count... I have failed as a best friend - completely failed... Let alone prevention, I couldn't even see through you...
Well now, for goodness' sake, don't go on blaming yourself for this way of thinking of mine! Listen to all my venting! That's the least I expect of you... Of course well, te CAN blame yourself, if te want me to feel worse that is.
Think about it... put yourself in my shoes... Well, ik.. easier detto than done...i'm feeling worse than one could imagine right now..
I mean... Miss Amira Sharma! How could you!! te stupid dumbo!! How could te let a stupid bunch of lazy neurons take control over you!! The te I know!!
I don't know shit about this clinical depression crap K? I'm a bloody idiotic dumbass! But seriously dude, I COULD help te tell off those lowlife neurons that Amira Sharma isn't as weak as te useless crappy cells think she is! only if te want me to, that is... te might think that you're weak... But you're not... And if te deny, I'd totally give in to the opinion that my friendship has been useless all along...
K... te might feel like te should die and the world is better off without you, but for once, for goodness' sake, look around... Your mom was sitting successivo to te crying when te woke up, wasn't she?
te have plenty of things to live for!! Want me to name 3? k!
1. Friends & Family
2. One Direction
3. Me...
Damn!I don't remember when was the last time I felt so pissed!
I don't always say it, but dude, you're a BLESSING in my life! I have no idea where I would've been without te around! I wonder if I'd have ever come to know what friendship means if it weren't for you...
Every word I've ever written in this darned diary was straight from my heart!! I wouldn't waste my precious time I could've spent sleeping o watching Anime in making that 'Secret Base'* for just some trivial friend...
I don't think I'd understand one BFF post on FB from the ones that we feel are relatable as of now if I hadn't met you!
Don't we always go on about how we're proud of this bond, which is totally different from those girly duos who claim to be best Friends and flaunt their pics on social sites just to end up as strangers after a few years...
Okay... I finally feel like I'll HAVE to name a few things te can be proud of... So, here goes...
- your nature
- your face
- your figure
- your voice
- your hair
- your... wait... almost everything ever...
(complimenting te is STILL a drag... I'm sorry XD)
Damn! okay.. After this, I wouldn't mind if te reached the Ayush** level of conceit, I guess...
I wouldn't try to make an effort to keep under control the height of your flight either... Just start flying.
"Being down to earth is great, but being under the earth is nothing close to being good..."
I know stuff is easier detto than done... But still, I'll help te start moving forward, step da step, maybe... I'll help te start looking up at yourself dude... You're totally più amazing than te think te are... You're worth più than te think te are... (Not every girl gets a reverse harem te know? XD)
A lot of people Amore te Amira!! And I'm one of them... God doesn't send a lot of pieces like te down here...
Just smile already!
Didn't te say te won't let me be da myself even if I wanted to? I hope te keep your word...
If te ever feel that way again, CALL ME! And if da any, i.e. 1 in a 1000 chance, I don't pick up, read this diary... o the Secret Base! te can even come over. o listen to 1D... o WATCH ANIME!!
Now I wanna sound kinda selfish here, so.. te must know, without te around, I'd be più lonely that I'd like to imagine... I don't have as many Friends as te think I do... :P
I want to keep talking to te about 1D and ANIME!! Forever!!
I want to see our children marrying each other!! XD
Oh come on.. You're just 13... At least consider this... It won't be fun dying off a virgin! XP At least, live a life that satisfies te before dying Amira Sharma!!
(K.. I feel like an old sage all of a sudden...)
FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND MY FUTURE CHILDREN! DONT' DIE!!!
(I'm completely serious here...)
Amore ya!
* Secret Base is probably a scrapbook that the autore gave Amira as a gift.
** Ayush is someone, probably, the author's brother, who the duo has entitled as completely conceited.
That was it... Please share your thoughts in the comments...
The names have been changed as per author's request...
November 13
Dear Amira,
K so... without going on about any trivial stuff this time, te should know that I've più than you'd expect to say about stuff I usually don't go on about on phone o in person...
When I heard about your suicide attempt from Jaya and the others, it took some time (visibly an understatement) to process. To be extremely honest, I was hurt... When I finally got everything in my head, I felt extremely hurt...
te most probably didn't tell me because te thought I'd cry, be pissed, be worried to death, o te won't be able to face me anymore, but let me tell you, not telling me was only worse...
Right now, I could go on about how it must be tough on te o try to provide te with solace but I want to be completely honest with you.
Talk to me when you're feeling that way dumbo!! That's exactly what I'm there for! When te called me up and detto that the reason te managed to restrain yourself from such an attempt earlier was the feeling that te won't get to talk to me if te died, IT MADE ME HAPPY!! It made me soo happy that I could cry te know! I COULD LITERALLY CRY!
When all this came out the way it wasn't supposed to, I wanted to just.. slap some sense into you... I wanted to slap te soo hard! But then, I realized that the one at fault is me... I am the one who should be slapped, for più reasons that I'd like to count... I have failed as a best friend - completely failed... Let alone prevention, I couldn't even see through you...
Well now, for goodness' sake, don't go on blaming yourself for this way of thinking of mine! Listen to all my venting! That's the least I expect of you... Of course well, te CAN blame yourself, if te want me to feel worse that is.
Think about it... put yourself in my shoes... Well, ik.. easier detto than done...i'm feeling worse than one could imagine right now..
I mean... Miss Amira Sharma! How could you!! te stupid dumbo!! How could te let a stupid bunch of lazy neurons take control over you!! The te I know!!
I don't know shit about this clinical depression crap K? I'm a bloody idiotic dumbass! But seriously dude, I COULD help te tell off those lowlife neurons that Amira Sharma isn't as weak as te useless crappy cells think she is! only if te want me to, that is... te might think that you're weak... But you're not... And if te deny, I'd totally give in to the opinion that my friendship has been useless all along...
K... te might feel like te should die and the world is better off without you, but for once, for goodness' sake, look around... Your mom was sitting successivo to te crying when te woke up, wasn't she?
te have plenty of things to live for!! Want me to name 3? k!
1. Friends & Family
2. One Direction
3. Me...
Damn!I don't remember when was the last time I felt so pissed!
I don't always say it, but dude, you're a BLESSING in my life! I have no idea where I would've been without te around! I wonder if I'd have ever come to know what friendship means if it weren't for you...
Every word I've ever written in this darned diary was straight from my heart!! I wouldn't waste my precious time I could've spent sleeping o watching Anime in making that 'Secret Base'* for just some trivial friend...
I don't think I'd understand one BFF post on FB from the ones that we feel are relatable as of now if I hadn't met you!
Don't we always go on about how we're proud of this bond, which is totally different from those girly duos who claim to be best Friends and flaunt their pics on social sites just to end up as strangers after a few years...
Okay... I finally feel like I'll HAVE to name a few things te can be proud of... So, here goes...
- your nature
- your face
- your figure
- your voice
- your hair
- your... wait... almost everything ever...
(complimenting te is STILL a drag... I'm sorry XD)
Damn! okay.. After this, I wouldn't mind if te reached the Ayush** level of conceit, I guess...
I wouldn't try to make an effort to keep under control the height of your flight either... Just start flying.
"Being down to earth is great, but being under the earth is nothing close to being good..."
I know stuff is easier detto than done... But still, I'll help te start moving forward, step da step, maybe... I'll help te start looking up at yourself dude... You're totally più amazing than te think te are... You're worth più than te think te are... (Not every girl gets a reverse harem te know? XD)
A lot of people Amore te Amira!! And I'm one of them... God doesn't send a lot of pieces like te down here...
Just smile already!
Didn't te say te won't let me be da myself even if I wanted to? I hope te keep your word...
If te ever feel that way again, CALL ME! And if da any, i.e. 1 in a 1000 chance, I don't pick up, read this diary... o the Secret Base! te can even come over. o listen to 1D... o WATCH ANIME!!
Now I wanna sound kinda selfish here, so.. te must know, without te around, I'd be più lonely that I'd like to imagine... I don't have as many Friends as te think I do... :P
I want to keep talking to te about 1D and ANIME!! Forever!!
I want to see our children marrying each other!! XD
Oh come on.. You're just 13... At least consider this... It won't be fun dying off a virgin! XP At least, live a life that satisfies te before dying Amira Sharma!!
(K.. I feel like an old sage all of a sudden...)
FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND MY FUTURE CHILDREN! DONT' DIE!!!
(I'm completely serious here...)
Amore ya!
* Secret Base is probably a scrapbook that the autore gave Amira as a gift.
** Ayush is someone, probably, the author's brother, who the duo has entitled as completely conceited.
That was it... Please share your thoughts in the comments...
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TODAYS MY 2 EPISODE!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
ITS ME INVADER CALLIOPE YOUR HOST!
NOW ITS TIME TO TALK ABOUT THE SPECAIL GUEST stella, star ZIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Miss Carey: Hello, Allex! Come in!
Allex: Hi! What's happening here?
Mady: It's drama club.
Miss Carey: Come and unisciti us!
Allex: Ok. What are te doing?
Ed: We're putting on a play.
Allex: Really? Can i be in it? I like acting.
Nicki: He's a really good actor, Miss Carey.
Miss Carey: Excellent!
Allex: What's the play?
Mady: It's The Ugly Duckling.
Allex: Oh... That's for little children.
Mady: Yes, we're doing it for kindergarten.
Nicki: It's fun!
Ed: I'm the kind man.
Mady: I'm the kind man's doughter.
Alex: What about me?
Miss Carey: You, Alex, can be the ugly duckling.
Allex: Hi! What's happening here?
Mady: It's drama club.
Miss Carey: Come and unisciti us!
Allex: Ok. What are te doing?
Ed: We're putting on a play.
Allex: Really? Can i be in it? I like acting.
Nicki: He's a really good actor, Miss Carey.
Miss Carey: Excellent!
Allex: What's the play?
Mady: It's The Ugly Duckling.
Allex: Oh... That's for little children.
Mady: Yes, we're doing it for kindergarten.
Nicki: It's fun!
Ed: I'm the kind man.
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Alex: What about me?
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Scrivere a commento about what te think is write o wrong
ok?
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here i go
what came first
the egg
o the chicken?
thats my dibattito and i want EVERYONE who's a fan
of random to write what they think is right
and become a fan of me and become a fan of my
article
and remember
what came first
the egg
o the chicken
i am only doing this because i have been
wondering that for ages
this is a dibattito and i want everyone Leggere this
Scrivere a commento about what te think is write o wrong
ok?
so anyway
here i go
what came first
the egg
o the chicken?
thats my dibattito and i want EVERYONE who's a fan
of random to write what they think is right
and become a fan of me and become a fan of my
article
and remember
what came first
the egg
o the chicken
i am only doing this because i have been
wondering that for ages
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Violets are shit
Sit on my face
And wiggle a bit
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Violets are silly
Grease up your flaps
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Lift up your shirt
And mostra me your tits
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Violets make me titter
You're a dirty bitch
And te Amore it up the shitter
rose are straight
Violets are twisted
Bend over love
You're about to get fisted
rose are crap
Violets are wanky
Oooh I've just cum
Pass me a hanky
rose are red
It's elementary
Let's ring your best friend
And try double entry
rose are shit
Violets are crap
mostra me your clit
And I'll cum in your lap
rose are red
Skidmarks are brown
Give me a blow job
And ingoiare, inghiottire it down
rose are groovy
Violets are funky
I'm thinking of you
And spanking my monkey
rose are crap
Violets are shit
Sit on my face
And wiggle a bit
rose are stupid
Violets are silly
Grease up your flaps
Cuz here comes my willy
rose are awful
Violets are the pits
Lift up your shirt
And mostra me your tits
rose make me laugh
Violets make me titter
You're a dirty bitch
And te Amore it up the shitter
rose are straight
Violets are twisted
Bend over love
You're about to get fisted
rose are crap
Violets are wanky
Oooh I've just cum
Pass me a hanky
rose are red
It's elementary
Let's ring your best friend
And try double entry
rose are shit
Violets are crap
mostra me your clit
And I'll cum in your lap
rose are red
Skidmarks are brown
Give me a blow job
And ingoiare, inghiottire it down
rose are groovy
Violets are funky
I'm thinking of you
And spanking my monkey