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Well, here's why :)
My mother is extremely controlling and b****es all the damn time and criticizes every little thing I do five times a freaking day! For example, I leave the door open for two minuti when I'm only getting something and going out again, and she hollers at me about how I'm wasting heat and how she's going to take my ipod o laptop for a week if I left it open again. o when I do all of the chores she expects me to do and I do them how she'd see perfect, she'd come in and say "You didn't do this well enough" o go find two little things I didn't see and say, "You have to do ALL of the dishes....". She'd start criticizing me at 6:30 am in the freaking morning!
My stepfather...well, a few months fa we got into a physical fight. Yes, physical as in hitting. He started swearing me out and calling me a b***h and stuff, so I started swearing back. Then he hit me in the back of the head, and I tried to leave the house but he grabbed me and held me against the damn door. I tried to kick him off, and eventually he let me go and I was able to get out. I went to this pottery negozio and the girl working there let me stay there, and a giorno later she and someone else went to Children In Youth about it. My sister and I were almost taken out of our house because of him, yet my mom stays with the idiot.
My mother and stepfather together are also starting to make commenti on how much I eat. I admit, I do have a problem with Cibo and my weight, but I don't need someone breathing down my neck and saying something rude every time I try to just eat one simple thing.
My grandmother...I try to call her after having a stupid argument with my mother over something idiotic, and she basically says the same things my mother does. Plus, she would say that what happened with Children in Youth was my stepfather's fault, yet when she gets mad with me over something she'd say that my mouth was the reason why Children In Youth got involved. Yeah. Shows how much help she truly is... :P
My cousins.....they're always bringing drama everywhere. It goes like this...
anno 2006....My cousin, Donald Lost custody of his daughters, Anna and Leah because the woman he married was verbally abusive towards them. They were placed in the custody of their grandmother, my great-aunt.
anno 2007....Donald was finally allowed to see his daughters and moved in with them and my great-aunt. Then he, my great-aunt and her husband (my great-uncle from marriage) started fighting about how to raise Anna and Leah. Of course, the rest of the family heard about it. Along side of that, I was always being stuck with Anna and Leah. My problem with that was they were so annoying after they came back from Donald's and his ex-wife's, and the adults in my family basically pinned them on me.
anno 2008....Donald, my great-aunt and great-uncle were still fighting. I admit, not as much as the anno before, but definitely still fighting.
anno 2009....My younger cousin, Danny died when he was only twenty-eight from Leukemia. It was devastating.
Right afterwards, my younger cousin Leah was più irritating then ever. I'd try to joke around and play with her, but she'd whine about it and I almost always got yelled at just for trying to bond with the kid! I can't even talk to anyone in my family about them because then me and that person would get into a screaming match about it (I'd say something like "they're so annoying", and they'd go, "They're only kids! te always expect them to behave like adults when they can't" and other bulls**t like that).
My biological father....He was out of my life for eight years. I don't really hate him o anything, but he came into my life just seven days ago, and I have another half-brother from his side of the family who was born yesterday. It just...this may come out wrong, but it adds stress to all of the other problems I'm dealing with right now.
I currently plans on graduating from college, and then moving somewhere else in the USA to be AWAY from my family because I hated them so much. Most people say that family is the best thing te can hold close to you.
Well, for those people I say:
I beg to differ.
>:(
*Anyone who thinks I'm possibly the most God-awful person in the world right now, well, everyone has the right to their opinions, so please, just disagree in a highly respectful manner. Thank you*
