New Begining Chapter 82
I turned around and looked at Edward. If I wanted us to work out, I need to stop being so sensitive.
Scarlet I'm sorry. Edward said.
It's my fault! I should stop being so sensitive and emotional about everything. I want this to work and te are trying really hard and I feel like I'm not trying at all. I hate that we keep fighting and it's all my fault. I said.
Edward came over and hugged me.
It's not all your fault! It's mine too. We just need a way to work it out. Edward said.
I can't live with ya and I can't live withoutcha ya. I said.
Get off our land. Someone growled.
I turned around and it was Sam, Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, and Jake.
Sorry that was my fault. I said.
I looked back and Edward was still da my side.
Get off our land. Sam demanded.
Edward didn't budge. 
Edward get off our land! Jared growled.
He didn't budge.
I step back to where I thought the line started. I pulled Edward with me. He was stiff, I wondered what was going.
te two better get off out land o else. Jake threaten.
I'm welcomed on any land. I said.
Scarlet I don't want te be alone with these guys. Edward said.
Okay. I said.
Guys I got my memory back! I detto excited.
That's wonderful! Cooper said.
I know, I am myself again!! I said.
Jared and Paul just laughed.
te told them now let's go. Edward said.
I want to see Emily. I said.
We can take her there. Sam said.
No. Edward said.
I want to go alone. I said.
You're not going to see Emily alone. Sam said.
Why not? I asked.
Sam didn't say anything.
I thought te trusted me. te are my friend. I detto with sadness.
He is back, te don't need us. Sam said.
But I do. Can't I have both? I asked.
No! Edward and Sam growled.
I looked at both of them.
Why? I asked.
Only one side. Sam said.
I want to see Emily and I have to tell her something. I said.
I can tell her. Sam said.
No it's a uh girl thing. I said.
I was clearly lieing but I wanted to see her so bad.
Talk to one of Cullens girls. Paul said.
No it has to be Emily. I yelled.
No one looked at me and no one detto anything. I sat down in the middle of the road, where the treaty line was. This was ridiculous.
What are te doing? Cooper asked.
I am sitting in the middle until te let me see Emily alone. I said.
te can't, you'll get run over! Edward said.
They can go around. I said.
Your being ridiculous. Jared said.
I'm being ridiculous? te are the one being ridiculous! I detto full of anger.
This was making me so mad! Why couldn't I see her alone?
Are te scared I'll hurt her? I asked.
Yes! Sam said.
I'm just a human, what could I do? I would never hurt her, she is one of my closest friends. I said.
I went from being mad and sad.
I don't know. You've changed. Sam said.
How? I asked.
te have a lip ring and te went back to him! He hurt te and now you're back together. Sam said.
I yanked the lip ring out and throw it to the ground.
How about now? Am I good enough to be your friend o do te only accept people that are hurt and need somebody? Did te feel sorry for me? Is that why te detto te would be my friend? I yelled.
No one answered. I was on the verge of crying. They were shocked.
Let me know when I'm good enough. I said.
I started walking towards home. I couldn't believe it. I thought they were my real friends. I heard Edward's car pur to life. He pulled up beside me.
No thinks, I need to think. I said.
He looked sad and I could tell he didn't want me to walk alone. 
I'm sorry Edward. I detto as I got in.
It's okay. He said.
He rubbed my hand.
Can te take me home? I asked.
Anything te want. Edward said.
We got to my house and I told Edward thanks.
I'll call te in a few hours. I said.
I Amore you. Edward said.
Amore you. I said.
I unlocked the door and went up to my bedroom. It was the way I had left it. The letto was untucked and everything. I laid down and cried.
I wanted to see Emily so bad and I didn't know how I could. I could use Alice's pouche to get there.  I dried my tears and called Edward. 
Edward I have to see Emily. I don't care what Sam says. I said.
Okay, I'll be there in a minute. Edward said.
I hung the phone up and ran out the door.
I needed another lip ring, I liked having one.
That was quick. Edward detto as I got in.
Yeah sorry. I said. 
It's okay, are te sure te want to do this? Edward asked.
Yes. I said.
Before I realized it we were at his house. I ran up the stairs to Alice's and Jasper's room.
Alice I need your key to your pouche. I said.
I don't know. Alice said.
Why not? I asked.
What happens if te get hurt? She asked. 
I won't. I said.
Okay fine. Here te go. Alice said.
Thank te so much! I owe you! I said.
She handed me a giacca and a tiny box with a lip ring in it.
I ran to the box auto, garage and got in the car. I put the lip ring on and sped off towards La Push.