Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the successivo day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a giorno to giorno basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious o imaginations.
I went back to letto and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to cerca for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for te at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the incrociatore pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to letto early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my Friends calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the cucina o order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true Amore made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had Lost it.
Sunday was the giorno Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can te come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are te still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take te to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real o not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as te could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them o friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did te like it? Sorry I've kept te waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep te waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know te don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the successivo day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a giorno to giorno basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious o imaginations.
I went back to letto and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to cerca for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for te at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the incrociatore pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to letto early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my Friends calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the cucina o order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true Amore made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had Lost it.
Sunday was the giorno Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can te come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are te still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take te to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real o not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as te could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them o friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
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Hi! This will be the last part of chappie 6! Tomorrow chappie 7 starts! Now on with the story!
Chapter 6 pt 3
Edward and I left. Edward looked confused. "Edward, what's wrong"?, I asked. "I'm confused. I thought there were no più Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. in this area"., Edward said. "Maybe when we were fighting Victoria and the newborns, one of the newborns got away"?, I suggested hopefully knowing who was responisble for that man's death. "Maybe"., Edward said. The rest of the giorno followed with Edward's family playing baseball and me watching. As Edward drove me home, I remembered James' note. "Edward, can te not come tonight"?, I asked. "Why"? "I want some time alone with my thoughts". "Okay, if that's what te really want Bella". Later that night, I sat in my room, waiting for James. At 11:00, James came through my window.
Finished! Sorry for the three parts. It was so long and I was kinda lazy when I was typing it. Review! Chapter 7 comes tomorrow!
Chapter 6 pt 3
Edward and I left. Edward looked confused. "Edward, what's wrong"?, I asked. "I'm confused. I thought there were no più Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. in this area"., Edward said. "Maybe when we were fighting Victoria and the newborns, one of the newborns got away"?, I suggested hopefully knowing who was responisble for that man's death. "Maybe"., Edward said. The rest of the giorno followed with Edward's family playing baseball and me watching. As Edward drove me home, I remembered James' note. "Edward, can te not come tonight"?, I asked. "Why"? "I want some time alone with my thoughts". "Okay, if that's what te really want Bella". Later that night, I sat in my room, waiting for James. At 11:00, James came through my window.
Finished! Sorry for the three parts. It was so long and I was kinda lazy when I was typing it. Review! Chapter 7 comes tomorrow!